-Alaskas POV-
I get into the bus.
today, today is the day
"I-I'm scared,"
"Why," Tyler questions
"Because I- I'm scared of everything, basically. I'm just.. scared,"
Ty came up to me and gave me a hug and I accepted it. A warm feeling inside started to grow as we hugged longer.
"Aww," Josh looked at me, then Tyler.
I let go of Ty, he lets go of me.
"Noooooo.. keep hugging,"
Tyler and I both sat down, Josh following. I lift my legs up and put them against my chest. I wrap my arms around my legs and i just sit there.
The bus is quiet. Why does it have to be? Please, Tyler or Josh, talk?
No
why not
Because they dont care
neither do you. thats why
i never fucking liked you
Oh, I know I don't care, Alaska.
I don't care about you. Thats why I don't want you alive and you know you don't want yourself alive. You'll regret living in the future because nobody will care. You won't care about living.
So go ahead. Tell them to stop the bus so you can go kill you little self. They probably wouldn't care at all. So go. Go do it for me.
i'd rather not.
I want you to know, Tyler never loved you. NEVER.
I hear the name Alaska and I look up,
"Al, you okay?"
"Y-yeah. I guess,"
"What's wrong? I've said you name maybe three times and you were staring down, unresponsive,"
I look up at Tyler, "I just don't feel that great. C- can I go outside? I get car sick easily."
What a stupid lie.
"Sure," Tyler stands up and asksk to stop the bus. I walk towards Tyler and I walk out. I hear his foot-steps behind me so I stop outside and turn to him
"I kinda wanna be alone too. I-I'm sorry," I scratch the back of my neck.
"No need to be sorry," he gives me a weak smile and walks back into the bus.
Trees surround the road, but a bridge is on the other side of me. I stare at it.
Go on, go over and jump, you worthless peice of skin and bone. You're a waste of space, ya know? Go on. Do it. KILL yourself. You mean nothing to this world.
I burst out in tears. I cover up my face with my sleeves and i sit on the cement.
"Just get away from me. What did I ever do to deserve this pain. Just kill me al-already," I hear a door quietly close, but I don't look up.
I feel soft and warm hands on my back and I hear the sound of shoes sliding against the sidewalk.
I look up and to my left. Tyler sits there, staring at me.
Of course its that stupid man that you like. He's worthless and unneeded. Like YOU.
I stare at the bridge ahead of me. On the metal side, it says, "suicidal,"
"He's not worthless," I whisper to myself. Tyler looks up at me, confused.
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A/N: im sorry this took so long. its just school and just everything is going on. i hope to get the next chapter done quick. also, new story coming out soon
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