Heartache

Chapter 4

One time in the school year I believe Junior year I saw Tommy again . Junior year was a good/bad year for me I met new friends had a few new experiences. It was overall a good time. Except for January 15 2015. I had gotten a call from my father saying that I was to go straight home and get my sister ready. In my mind I'm thinking why I never go straight home but I didn't want to argue because arguing just meant fighting and I wasn't up for anymore fighting anymore so I just said ok . I left school and got my sister when my dad came he said lets go we're going to go see Uncle Moses . I immediately started to freak out because "Uncle Moses" is Tommys dad 😩. I really really tried to make up excuses to why I couldn't go I tried my period , I have homework, I feel dizzy and finally I just didn't want to go but my dad wasn't having that he told me to shut tf up and let's go. We got to Tommy's house and I was relieved to see he wasn't there . We were there for at least three hours before he came home . He gave my dad a hug then went to hug my sister I threw a pillow at her as she was about to get up to hug him I didn't want him touching her I guess she got the message cause she just gave him a high five lol . My dad was like "Salude El " so I said hi . Tommy had the balls to be like don't be like that sweetie come give me a hug. Everyone is staring at me I didn't want to make a scene so I hugged him as I was hugging him he whispered that he missed so much . I pushed him off of me and walked back to the couch my dad suggested that me and him go to his room I said no I don't want to he said well I'm not asking . Tommy grabbed my hand and took me to his room while we're walking to his room I'm having a panic attack because I know what's going to happen tbh I know he's gonna do it again and then I wouldn't be able to stop him . When we entered the room I left the door open because like no I'm not dumb . Well actually I am dumb because I went in the room.