Yes, Mr. Way

12

I suddenly awake to my mom walking up the stairs, i sprung up quickly and woke Gerard, I don't want my mother seeing that we have just slept together...
'quick...she's coming' i whisper sternly, He drags himself up and pretends to be on his phone. My mom walks in,
'Hey, want anything to eat?' she smiles,
'uh, Gee?' i say, turning to him,
'No thanks Mrs. Iero' He smiles,
'um no' I say,
She leaves the room and turn to Gerard,
'Mrs. Iero?, seriously?' I snap, giggling a little,
'what I'm being polite, just like a teacher would' he winks,
'ha ha' I say sarcastically, rolling my eyes,
'I better be off its getting late and i have to prepare papers for tomorrow' He sighs, standing up and dragging his coat on,
'Okay' i mutter, getting up,
'oh, by the way, did you know you break up for two weeks Friday?' he smiles,
'uh no but that's great, don't you have to go though?' I say back,
'no i don't' he smiles, looking excited,
'Great' I smile, at least that's made me feel a little better.
I walk to the front door with him and see him out, quickly giving him a kiss on the cheek when my mom wasn't about, i hated saying goodbye to him.
'I love you' I whisper, placing my hand on his thigh,
'I love you too' He smiles, before walking to his car.
I shut the door, I miss him already, but i guess I'm content because i have maths tomorrow and that means seeing Gerard...My mom suddenly walks up to me,
'He's nice isn't he' She smiles,
Yeah he's fucking amazing.
'uh yeah' I say, running up the stairs,
I hope she doesn't think I'm acting strange. I sit on my bed, i can still smell Gerard on the sheets. I get out my laptop and switch it on, noticing some strange messages, they seem to be off a girl called Megyan,

Megyan: I rly like you can you be my boyfriend?? ;)

I decide to reply,

Me: No im taken
Megyan: but it could be a secret, your girlfriends probably ugly anyway ;)
Me: i just said no, are you stupid or something
Megyan: yeah but i rly like you, so date me, else my big brother will beat you up
Me: im taken, so fuck off okay
Megyan: whatever bet shes ugly anyway,
Me: Leave me alone
Megyan: ill get my brother on you if you dont give me a kiss tomorrow
Me: just fuck off

At that point i was fucking fuming, what a bitch, how dare she disrespect me and especially Gerard. If her brother tries to hit me ill hit him back...I put my laptop away, almost slamming it down on the floor beside me, trying to prevent myself from getting aggrieved even more.
I lie down and decide that i should to sleep, its the best thing right now i guess.

I slowly wake up, the light from the window dominating my blurry eyes. I rub them a little and sit up, checking the time, 8:30am. I'm kinda glad its my last week of getting up early for a while, as we break up on Friday for a few weeks...which i guess motivates me. I get up and drag on my clothes...I have maths second class today so its not too bad. I pack my bag and sort the rest of myself out, teasing my hair a little in the mirror. I run down the stairs, say bye to my mother then leave, heading towards the bus stop...Mikey doesn't seem to be there today, im guessing he's ill or something. I wait for a few minutes before the bus arrives...I guess im sitting on my own today, i suppose that's okay.
The bus finally pulls up at school, i wait for everyone to get off then follow slowly, dragging my feet a little on the dry pavement. I hear the bell sound and i head to my first class of the day, science..Walking in, i see ray, he smiles at me. I sit down, placing my bag beneath my feet. Let this hell begin. The teacher waffles on for an hour about stuff that honestly means nothing to me, im not phased by any of it.
The bell finally sounded for next lesson, Maths, which I'm actually looking forward too. I get up from my chair and grab my bag, swinging it over my shoulder without thought as to who was behind me, I was just eager to get to my next class. I left the class quietly, no Mikey to speak too, which was strange, by now we were usually deep into conversation, but not today as he was off, probably sick or something. I walked rather hastily through the hallway, barging my way through posse's of lingering bodies that blocked my way. I suddenly feel myself pushed against the wall by some girl, i have a quick glance at her realising who it is, it was Megyan, that girl who had messaged me previously, what did she want so bad...? I immediately feel her lips touch mine, rather desperately, her tongue trying its hardest to enter my mouth, i shut my lips tight and push her away, then he walks past, Mr. Way...he glances at me, giving me a disheartening look...This girl was still latched onto me, trying to kiss me again, but i pushed her a little more, which at that point she let go,
'great kisser you are' she snarls sarcastically before walking away,
I stood for a moment in disbelief, i think she has just devastated everything.
I start walking again, my good mood has been turned into misery. I enter the class quietly, no 'hi frank' or smile from Mr. Way...he just sat there, his expression showing it all, i could see the hurt in his eyes.
I walked to my desk, slamming my bag on the floor, i was angry now, why would he think it was my fault? He's got it all wrong! He knows i love him...
He began speaking, his tone very croaky, like he was about to burst into tears...I felt like crying too, but i don't want to embarrass myself...its not even my fault. He begins to hand out papers, one by one he slammed them on the students' desks, making them jump a little in their seat. He came to me and slammed a piece of paper on my desk, a little harder than the others...I look down, i guess he hates me now. Taking out my pen i began writing, unable to concentrate, i couldn't do or say anything to him right now...which makes it worse.
Class finally finished and i decide to wait...I need to talk to him. Everyone leaves frantically, rushing to get out the class, but not me...I walk up to his desk where he sat, scribbling on some papers, he didn't speak or look up...
'Gerard...' I say, feeling like a bit of a douche,
'Gerard' I say again,
'WHAT?' he snaps, looking up,
'i-in the hallway, its not my fault' I say, nearly crying,
'spare me the bullshit and go away, i don't want to talk to you' he snarls, looking back down at his desk,
'its not my fucking fault!' i snap, my tone becoming more irritated,
'JUST GO AWAY' he shouts, looking up again, i could see he was angry and upset,
I decide to listen so I ran out the class without hesitating, my eyes welling up with tears. This was all that Megyans fault....my life is fucking ruined, i hate myself.



The rest of the day passed relatively quickly and it was soon time to go home, i was glad if I'm honest, i just want to get out of this fucking hell hole.
I'm planning on taking the rest of the week of, to avoid people and especially Mr. Way well...Gerard, i cant deal with seeing him so hurt and he doesn't seem like he's going to forgive me very soon... I'm pretty damn glad were breaking up, that means i don't have to see anybody for two weeks, id rather fucking be alone.
I get on the school bus and sit on my own, i don't want to be around anybody. Getting off the school bus i walk to the front door....entering the house i pretend to be ill....well i feel ill anyway...ill at the thought of losing Gerard.....
My mom walks up to me, looking concerned,
'oh gosh what's the matter' she says, almost panicking,
'I feel so sick, i threw up at school' I lie, grasping my stomach,
'you better get some rest, you can take the rest of the week off if you need too' she says, helping me upstairs,
Thank god.
She helps me to my room and sits me down on the bed, she sits next to me, I continue grabbing my stomach,
'don't you break up Friday?' she asks,
'uh.....y-yeah' i stutter, kicking off my shoes,
'are you sure you want to take the week off?' she says,
's-sure' I say,
'okay ill ring the school, now you get some rest, let me know if you need anything' she says before walking out and shutting the door,
She still treats me like im 10 years old, but that's just her, caring as always. I put on my pyjamas and get into bed, i might as well just sleep, at least then i wont be thinking about what's happened because its killing me right now.