Yes, Mr. Way

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I knocked on Gerards door, i guess i needed to talk to him, after all i think i went too far with what happened earlier and i just wanted to put it right. After knocking a few more times, he still didn't answer and my worry was increasing quickly. I then decided to try the handle and see if the door was open, and luckily it was, i walked in slowly and suddenly i heard the sound of somebody breathing heavily and it didn't sound like Gerard...I began too feel sick. I peered round the door way that went into the living room, there was Gerard and he wasn't alone...there was a guy on top of him, i saw Gerard look at me, his eyes full of fear and that's when i noticed he was struggling and his mouth was covered. I gasped. What the fuck was this guy doing to Gerard?

I stormed in and dragged this guy off of Gerard, pushing him to the ground and kicking him in the ribs, he then grabbed my leg and pulled it, i fell on top of him, and he started punching me in the stomach. I gasped for air but i didn't let him stop me, i had to defend Gerard...I grabbed his throat and pushed him into the floor, punching his face with my free hand. He grabbed my hair and pulled me off him. I rolled next to him then he was on top of me, trying to rip my trousers from me, I kicked at him and punched him as hard as i could until suddenly i heard a smash and he fell on top of me, i pushed him off and saw Gerard holding the remains of what appeared to be a vase.

Tom quickly gathered his trousers and ran out the front door, thank god.

Gerard held out his hand and helped me up, then he fell into my arms crying, I noticed he had bruises on his wrists where he had been grabbed. I sat him down and hugged him hard, pulling him close to me. I could feel him shaking with fear and i could also smell alcohol.

'Gerard, what the hell happened?' i said, beginning to cry myself, why was i such a dick to him earlier? i feel so guilty. This was all my damn fault.

'I g-got drunk and i-i don't know why but i called Tom, t-then he raped me' Gerard cried, holding me tighter, i could feel the warm tear drops on my shirt.

'I'm so sorry' I sobbed, pulling away and looking at his face, his eyes were red from crying. I moved his hair out of his face.

I got up and helped him to his room, where i found him his pyjamas and gave them to him to change into. As he got undressed i noticed more marks, what this guy must've done to him. I got out my phone and called my mother.

'Hey honey' she said, sounding happy as usual.

'Hey, um could i stay at a friends tonight?' i asked nervously.

'you have school tomorrow though Frank' she sighed.

'Please' I said.

'Fine okay Frankie' she said.

'Thanks' I said before i hung up and then shoved my phone back into my pocket.

I turned my attention back to Gerard who had finished getting into his pyjamas and i sat down on the bed next to him.

'I'm staying here with you tonight' i said, placing my hand on his knee and rubbing it, comforting him.

'Okay' He muttered, leaning his head on my shoulder. I wrapped my arm around him and kissed him on the cheek.

He suddenly burst into tears again, grabbing me and holding me tighter, i could feel his tears coating my arm, I pulled away and held hid face up, watching as the tears fell from his eyes. I stared into them.

'GERARD, what's the matter?' i said, my voice was concerned, i was worried about him.

'W-why did you come back, y-you told me it was o-over?' He stuttered through his sobs, I could see the hurt in his eyes and it made me feel guilty, why did i end it? I love him so much. I guess I'm just an ass hole.

'It made me feel guilty, Gerard i don't want us to be over, I don't know why i said it....URGH im such an ass hole, i love you so god damn much and I'm not letting you go...ever!' I said, making my tone sterner, i needed him to understand because i really do love him and it would kill me if we ended. My life would be over and i would never be able to move on.

'...and about the number, I'm so sorry, i don't have any feelings for Tom whatsoever, I despise him after all he did to me....Shit' Gerard quickly looked away, crying harder, so this was the prick that had hurt him before? he's lucky i didn't kill him, I don't know what gave me the confidence to hit him but i had to do it for Gerard.

'He's lucky i didn't kill him Gerard, i cant believe he raped you. Why was he here anyway?' i said, filling up however i tried my hardest to hold the tears back, I had to be strong for Gerard right now.

'Well as you can see...I'm slightly drunk and i called him because i needed someone, i don't know what made me call him...Well, the alcohol, but i regretted it instantly after, I'm so......s-sorry' He sobbed, whilst i wiped the tears from his cheeks with my sleeve.

'I understand Gerard, don't be sorry...but can i ask, what did he do to you before? please tell me, I'm here for you' I pressed, I watched him as he swallowed hard before parting his lips to speak.

'He beat me, he watched my every move....I couldn't do anything if he had anything to do with it...he also r-raped me' He stuttered, which made me upset, i put my face in my palms and at this point i couldn't hold the tears back no more, i began to cry.

'FUCK' i shouted, standing up and grabbing at my hair, why the fuck was this guy even allowed to breathe on this planet? Why the fuck did he do this to Gerard? If i had my way id fucking kill the ass hole. Gerard stood up and hugged me tight.

'It's over now, he's gone...' He whispered, pressing his face into my neck, i put my arms around him and held him tight to me. I didn't want to let go, i never want to. I'd die for that fucking boy.

We stayed there for a moment then he pulled away and sat on the bed, dragging me down with him, our lips collided in a passionate kiss. I placed my hand on the back on his head and gently caressed it whilst his tongue investigated my mouth. I heard him let out a blissful moan. I felt him place his hand on my crotch and he could feel i was getting hard, he laughed a little which made it harder to kiss. I began to giggle too...