The boy who lost, teen wolf AU.

Party

Stiles' POV *a week later*

It was the day of the party, and I've never felt this nervous before- something was going to happen, and I didn't know whether it was going to be good, or bad.
I took one last look in the mirror, before heading out to Lydia's.

As I parked infront of Lydia's house, I saw Scott, Jodie and Aliya. They must have caught glimpse of my car as they started waving towards me like absolute idiots. I turned the engine off, and stepped outside. The cold air brushed against my cheeks and I slowly inhaled the fresh air. "Heyyyyyyy!" Jodie shouts from a distance, running over to me, while the other two followed. "I'm exited for today," she smiles witch excitement written on her forehead. "How do you run so fast?" Scott asks trying to get his breath back, "And in high heels!" Aliya breaths from behind him. Instead of replying, Jodie flicks her hair on Scotts face, "guys, enough mucking about, I'm really nervous!" I say, playing around with my fingers. "Everything's gonna be alright lover boy," Jodie says, "I'm guessing you don't know Aliya?" Scott asks, I shake my head. "Well, she's a friend of Jacksons and she says she likes him so she's willing to play along," Scott explains, I look over to Aliya and she nods her head in agreement. "Right then enough talking let's goooo!" Jodie says, linking arms with Scott and I. We walked up to the doors and rung the doorbell, the music was pounding, and we had to ring the bell quite a few times before the big wooden doors opened. As soon as the door swung open, my stomach lifted, Lydia stood there in a loose black dress, with her blonde hair falling on the side of her neck, down her shoulders and back. "Hey guys! I'm glad you could make it," she smiles, showing off her perfectly lined teeth. "Babe who's at the door?" Jackson screams so she could hear, "Just Stiles and that!" She shouts back, we step in to see lots and lots of people dancing and drinking and some even grinding and making out. "They're kissing!" Scott shouts in my ear, "kissing is not just kissing," I reply, "yeah it's also sex," he says-dead serious but I was too scared to laugh. "Where's Jodie and Aliya at?" I ask, looking around at all the familiar faces. "They've gone to get Jackson I think, let's have fun till they're back mate!" Scott shouts grabbing 2 shots, "To Stydia!" He shouts before gulping the alcohol. "2 more!" Scott shouts at a waiter, we gulped the substance again and I felt it burn my throat. "4 more!" I call this time, and I take all the shots leaving Scott staring. "What are you doing Stiles?" Scott asks, as I down more shots of vodka, "I don't know," I slurred.
"Why did you drink so much?" He asks, looking worried. "Maybe because all these shots of vodka taste better than the thought of her loving someone other than me," I said, laughing and stumbling.

Scott's POV
Stiles is wasted already, and I've just got a text off Jodie.

Babe❤️❤️
Jacksons in the room with Aliya, we need to send Lydia in later! Xx

Scott
Yeah I know but I can't see Lydia anywhere and stiles has drank too much vodka!! Xx

Babe❤️❤️
Awhh what!? I'll go find Lydia. Tell Stiles to sober up or this is gonna flop!! Xx

Scott
Will do babe, love you xx

Babe❤️❤️
Awh Scott, I love you too :) xx

"Stiles!" I say, shaking his shoulders,
"What is it Scott?" He slurs.
"You need to sober up or our plans gonna fail! Lydia's nearly in the room!" After I mentioned Lydia, stiles kind of jerked awake, and tried to act sober, "a glass of water please!" I yell at a waiter that passed by, "here drink this," I say making stiles drink some water, my phone vibrates again and I don't know whether I should smile or cry because Scott's still not sober enough.

Babe❤️❤️
Lydia's inside now! Scott better be ready, bring him upstairs xx

I slide my phone into my pocket and grab a hold of Scott, and we make our way upstairs.

Lydia's POV

I felt uncomfortable as I twisted the door knob as there were noises coming from the room, I slowly opened the door to see a girl siting on top of someone-naked. I couldn't quite make out the face of they guy since she was covering it. Excuse me, what do you think yous are doing?" I asked, raising an eyebrow. The unfamiliar girl jumped, wrapping the covers over her naked body to reveal the man. I was left stunned-gutted, I can't even describe how I felt. "J-Jackson?" I let out, tears filling up my eyes. When I saw that it was none other than Jackson, my heart broke, I felt a massive blow, it was like the oxygen in the room suddenly disappeared and I couldn't breath. "Babe, it's not what it looks like!" Jackson defended himself.
" I loved you," I whisper, silent tears streaming down my face, "I'm so stupid"
"No you aren't," he replies still in bed.
"Yes I am. I gave you another chance, I gave you chances over and over again hoping you wouldn't do anything like you done before, hoping you'd realise that you're wrong, but no, every time you hurt me, and me? I'm such an idiot! I kept looking for excuses as to why you did so, now I don't think I'll ever find love because you ruined it for me!" I sob uncontrollably.
"I loved you, through everything," I said, slammed the door shut behind me and started to run, I could feel the emptiness in the pit of my stomach, I felt my cheeks getting wet because of the tears, I heard people calling my name but I didn't stop, the picture of Jackson in bed with someone else kept playing over and over again in my head. "Lydia!" Jodie stops me, "are you okay?" She asks sympathetically, "I'm so sorry for what's happened!" She pulls me in for a hug and my tears wet her t-shirt. "He's broke me so many times, and I kept running back to him, he was my home, and without him I just feel so lonely," I cry into her shoulder. "Lydia, it's his loss!" She told me, but I knew that to him he didn't loose anything. He probably just wasn't interested anymore. But me, I felt like I lost my whole world. I lost every kiss we ever shared, every hand I'd ever held. I lost it all. But worse of all I have to walk around every day still loving him, still needing him and I hope that one day he'll realise that the worst thing in the world was loosing me, loosing someone who loved him and gave the world to him. "Hmm," I mumble, "I just want to be alone Jodie, give me some time please?" I asked.
"Okay Lydia, just know that I'm always here."

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