oovoo | rarl

chapter twenty six

carls pov

its been a year ron. why havent you come back to me?

i typed him a note, but i didnt send it.

"dear my baby (even if you dont want to be),
i still love you. i still care. i dont know why you broke up with me, but i understand i guess. im not anything to cry over. but i still love you. i know you dont love me, but i dont really care i just want you to know i love you. youre my everything. always have been. i always wanted to tell you to not to go and come back, but i cant force you to be with me. i still want you, my love. even if you don't care about me anymore, i care about you. i love you more than anyone. i wish youd come back. maybe one day....... love your babyboy, carl."

i have cried everyday for the past year. the pain will never go away.

i wanna send him the message, but he said not to text back and i respect that.