oovoo | rarl

seven

ron's pov

after listening to all of the songs carl said to, i decided i liked "message man" the best.

ilovecarl- hey babe. i listened to all the songs

iloveron- this is not your babe. i am carls father and you guys will no longer be talking. goodbye.

i threw my phone across the room and started crying.

i just got what i wanted and now i lost it.

carl is the absolute cutest thing and now ill never have him. why me?

why did i have to end up falling for 'chairhandler' on oovoo?

i sat in my room and cried.

i was feel such an empty feeling in my chest.

it actually hurt me. ive never had my heart broken before, besides from my neighbor enid. we were pretty close until she ended up bullying me and spilling every secret to the school. including being gay when she was the only one who knew.

i felt low.

"hey ron!! wanna play football with me?!" sam giggled from tbe locked door.

"GO AWAY" i screamed. as i cried into my pillow.

why do i feel like this?

i played one of my favorite love songs of all time, "little things" by one direction. (actaully same)

i had to turn it off half way through because i couldnt keep myself together. every lyric made me think of carl.

i miss him. i miss the funny jokes, the hot funny pictures, his photoshoots. i miss him.