Depressing Poems

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I hear a ringing in my ears

I have a lot of fears

Like falling

Or being in public bawling 

I fear not of Death

I hope soon I take my last breath

I don't want to die by my own hands

I hate these American lands

I want to get hit by a car

Or maybe one day I die at a bar

Maybe someone will kill me

Maybe I'll die from someone breaking my knee

Maybe I'll be shot

But I don't want to be caught

I'm scared to do it myself

Maybe one day what will fall on me will be a shelf

What if I die while getting married

Gosh I want to be buried

Or maybe I'll be cremated

Or maybe I'll be sedated

I would greet Death as a friend

But I have to wait until the end