Darling You'll Be Okay

Chapter 3

Well today is the day The Summer Set meets the other bands they are going to be touring with. Well they are actually only touring with one band, Pierce The Veil. That means I will get to be with the band who's music saved my life so many times for 6 months!

Ever since last night all I can think about is how I am worthless. I am so fucked up. Well I am already going to be hated by Pierce The Veil because I have no way of hiding my cuts today. My long sleeves shirts were always Brian's... I took the bandage off and saw what I had done. I was getting ready to meet Pierce The Veil. While I looked at the cuts I just started balling my eyes out and slid down the bathroom wall realizing everything that happened yesterday. Stephen must have heard me crying bc he cracked the door and asked if I was okay. When he realized what I was upset over and came in say on the ground next to me wrapped his arms around me and hugged me while I cried in his chest. After I was done crying he helped me clean the dry blood up from yesterday and then I got dressed and did my makeup and hair. It was time to go and I was walking off the bus with Jess and Stephen. Brian has Chelsea and they of course were way ahead of the rest of us. Stephen had his arm around me while Jess walked with us and we didn't talk the whole time. We finally arrived in the arena to meet the band. We all introduced ourselves and then Brian introduced himself and then in his exact words,"his lovely and perfect girlfriend, Chelsea" I felt a tear run down my face and right then I lost it and said,"Oh really, because just two days ago I was lovely and fucking perfect girlfriend and as you said future wife. Hmmm? What the hell happened there you lying douchebag? Was I just your fuck buddy? Wow, guess Fuck U Over is true then. Go fuck yourself Brian!" And then he screamed and was like," I wouldn't say I am such a douchebag after cleaning up your fucking wrist from you cutting yourself! You fucking attention whore! I'm sorry I was tired of putting up with your depressed worthless ass! And you know what you were just a fuck buddy at the end. You ment nothing to me towards the end! How about you go cut yourself some more and I'll even buy you the razors and then make sure you cut vertically so you can kill yourself while you are at it!!!" That was all it took. I started crying harder and then all i said was," Fuck you, Brian." I turned around and started running and I heard him say,"You already did hun."

I kept running. I ran until I tripped. I knew I was somewhere outside the arena but I didn't care I later there in the pouring rain crying my eyes out wishing I could have just succeeded last night. I realized I was by a door because I heard it open and someone sat down beside me and when I looked up, and sat up I realized it was Vic Fuentes. I stood up and tried to stop crying. He stood up beside me and said the four words I always wanted to here,"Darling, you'll be okay." I looked at him and started bawling and he held me and I cried in his arms. He picked me up and carried me to my bus, or better known as The Summer Set's bus. No one was on there luckily and he sat me on the couch on his lap and waited till I stopped crying. Then he told me I had nothing to explain because Jess explained everything to all of them. Then he grabbed my wrist and started singing the beginning of A Match Into Water. Then he made me promise to stop. Then I just laid in his arms. I felt so safe and secure. I really wanted to get to know Vic more. He was seriously so sweet.