Darling You'll Be Okay

Chapter 4

 3 Days Later

Well today I had nothing planned, so I planned on staying in my bunk all day unless I had to go to the bathroom or get food. The bands and Chelsea were at rehearsals for the show tonight. Jess invited me to come but I just wasn't up to it. I honestly need to find a way to get off of this bus or tour....Everytime I see Brian and Chelsea together and all up on eachother I want to just cry. Chelsea harasses me everday, same with Brian. They pass me and they either say kill yourself, cut yourself, attention whore, and plus. The sad thing is Chelsea this morning walked up to me and handed me a pack of razors and said,"Please do us all a favor, hun." I told her to go fuck herself took the razors and ran in the bathroom balling my eyes out. Now that everyone is gone off the bus I finally have my chance to use my friend, the razor. I took it to my wrist. I of course didn't do it too bad. I didn't want to give Brian and Chelsea what they wanted. I felt like I am letting everyone down, but it feels so good. I didn't hear anyone come on the bus until I heard everyone talking. I hurried up, cleaned up, hid everything, and left the bathroom. I put my fake smile on and kept smiling. I had finally got long sleeved shirts yesterday. I pulled my sleeves down and along with the fake smile. Everyone said hi to me including Brian and Chelsea. They weren't the same. I was honestly so confused. Jess walked up to me and asked if she could talk to me outside the bus. We got outside and she said something that caused me to panic. Vic was right beside her because well he told her the promise I made with him. She told me to roll my sleeves up. She wanted to check. She checked my wrist and the moment they both saw them their faces changed. I broke into tears and dropped to the ground and was huddled in a ball. I kept saying how worthless and stupid I am. I felt arms wrap around me and Jess walked on the bus. I realised it was Vic and he started singing Hold On Till May. I just sat in his arms until I stopped crying, then we looked into eachothers eyes and then my eyes closed and we ended up kissing. It felt so right. The kiss continued and it got more passionate. When we pulled away and we both smiled. Vic started until finally he asked,"Kaitlin, I know we haven't known eachother that long but I am falling for you. Will you be my girlfriend?"

Cliff Hanger!!!! I'm sorry! I love you all.