Darling You'll Be Okay

Chapter 2...technically

Brian picked me up put me in the tub and washed my arm up and bandaged it. I feel so humiliated, because of him, why does he even care if i die? He made the rest of the band go to the lounge and he was crying and he was worried. After I was out of the tub cleaned up i went and had to change into sweats and a cami, Brian walked in after I got changed and stared me in the eyes and hugged me and cried. I hugged him back, I honestly will miss this. Brian was my life for 3 years now. Then are relationship just fell apart like a ragged doll torn at the seams. He then told me he doesn't think we should be together and i just burst into tears. That's when he told me...he had been cheating. I threw anything at him in sight and I was screaming and I burst into more tears. This time i grabbed my razor tucked it in my pocket pushed past Brian and through the lounge only to be grabbed by Stephen...Brian told them to check my pockets and Stephen took the razor gave it to Jess and she threw it away and I layed in Stephen's arms balling my eyes out. I was also screaming at Brian while doing so, and then he told me the last few months he never even felt anything and told me I was worthless and I jumped out of Stephen's arms before he had to time catch me ran out the bus and ran behind the bus and just sat there crying for probably 2 hours.I didn't realise anyone had came up to me until they wrapped there arms around me and I just  cried on them, I knew it was Jess and she just kept telling me to calm down and that Brian isn't worth my tears. When I finally calmed down we walked back onto the bus and I realised another girl was on the bus only find out it was Brian's girlfriend who he cheated on me with. It was Chelsea... Jess pulled Brian off to the side while I went to the back of the bus. Where I used to stay and started packing my belongings and moved to the extra bunk. I got all my stuff situated and crawled in the bunk crying my eyes out. I realised that this was only the beginning of the tour and I still had 6 months on this bus with Brian. I need to find another solution to this...