Getting through school was tough. I was worn out, sore and in no way was I sober.
Yet, here I am. At school with tons of cute guys who I will probably embarrass myself in front of. No big deal.
NO BIG DEAL!!!! I'M DEAD!!! MY LIFE IS ALL OVER. Ugh... Nooooooo. I think about changing my life all the time. It's seems soooo possible. But I just can't.
I'm hooked. My schedule is a daily, toxic thing. I wake up, get high. Go to school, get high. At home ,constantly, getting high. I can't help it. It's my cooping with life. My hell of a life.
Ugh... I remember the first time I had marijuana. I was at a nice, casual party when some drunky came in. He was selling dope and marijuana. I didn't buy any, but my friends did.
He had me try one.
I looked frantically at the marijuana wand and then with no hesitation, I wrapped my innocent lips around the edge and took and deep breath in. Filling my lungs all the way to the bottom.
I remember feeling this sense of independence. I don't know why but I did. And ever since I have enjoyed the heavy, thick intensity of marijuana.
Anyways, back to school....
Really sorry this chapter isn't as good I've been really busy and haven't had time to think but I will put a lot more into the next chapter.
-Kay_Sha
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Lost in Sanity
AcakThis story is simply about a young girl named Windsor trying to find her way through life. Her beginning years are happy and princess like, but this young princess turns into someone that one could only imagine.
