We Got Married

Chapter 8

(F/f) - Favorite Food

(Y/n) POV

     I can still feel his lips on my cheek even though it happened hours ago. We were finally back at the house and Nana was happy, like she always is. I can tell she really likes Joshua, like a lot. She'll follow him around the house, sit in his lap, or just watch him cook. I laugh when she follows him around and slips. She doesn't even pay attention to what's going on around her. "Hi Nana!" I say picking her up and I get a kiss in return.

     For the rest of the day I think we're going to just stay home. I'm not sure. I try so hard not to think about the kiss or about him, which is really hard because he's always with me, because each time I do.....I fall in love with him more and more. He probably doesn't even feel the same way. He's probably just being like this because of the camera's and he's on TV. "(Y/n)." I hear him say. I look up to see a smile on his face and a red card in his hand, I guess I zoned out. Whoops. "Read it." He says taking Nana and handing me the card.

     Since it seems like you and Joshua are getting along so well, we decided to let you go on a date! To the amusement park tomorrow. Hope you have fun!

     "I've never been to an amusement park though." I tell him. "Really? You've never been?" Joshua asks surprised. "No. I'm afraid I'll die on a ride so I never go." I tell him, being serious. He laugh a little and just looks at me with a smile on his face. "Cute." Is all he says before going to the couch.

      "CuteCuteCuteCute." I mumble. He always says something to make me feel good but, does he mean it?

      I know he said I could talk to him even when we weren't on the show, but did he mean it? Has he meant all of this stuff? Or is he just messing with me? Messing with my heart......

Joshua POV

     I go and sit on the couch turning on TV and then get up to go cook dinner. I look over to see (Y/n) still standing there like she's thinking of something. I walk up to her and ask if she's okay. "I'm fine." She says with a pause. "I'm just...thinking about something...." She says slowly. "You sure?" I ask. She just nods her head.

     "Okay. Well, what do you want for dinner?" I ask. "Anything's fine." She says. I sigh and walk to the kitchen making (F/f). "Do you know what she's thinking?" I ask the camera crew but they don't answer. I frown and go back to cooking. 'Maybe I'll visit her when we don't have to be in front of camera's' I think to myself.

-Time Skip-

     I've finally finished cooking and I bring the food into the living room since (Y/n) likes watching TV while she eats. I see her on the couch watching a Kdrama but I'm not sure which one. I think it's Descendants of the Sun. "So what are we watching tonight?" I ask. She finishes these dramas in one day. No joke. I never know what's happening so I always watch them when I have free time with the guys.

     "It's Descendants of the Sun." She tells me. 'One point for Joshua!' I thought with a smile. "Why are you smiling?" (Y/n) asks. "No reason." I tell her. "You're such a dork." She says with a small laugh.

     "Yeah but I'm your dork." She rolls her eyes playfully and goes back to watching Descendants of the Sun. "I guess so." She mumbles with a smile. I don't think she wanted me to hear that but I did. As we're eating (Y/n) suddenly screams.

     It scared the camera crew just as much as it scared me. I saw them jump and I almost had a heart attack. "What?" I ask looking around for some type of bug or something that would freak her out.

     "YES!!" She screams. "What!?" I ask. "THEY ARE MAKING A SECOND SEASON!!!" She says happily. "Yay?" I say, since I don't know what else to do. She finally calms down and sits there with a huge smile on her face.

     Later on we get ready for bed.

     She goes to sleep first but I don't and for hours at a time, I couldn't fall asleep. I kept writing down reason why I liked her in a notebook.

     The staff didn't know what I wrote in it though. Things I like about her. 1. Her smile 2. Her laugh  3. How she acts when she scared 4. How short she is compared to me etc. I had over 50 things in that notebook last night.

     The guys tease me about it, but I feel like if I were to actually date her at some point, they would end the show. I wouldn't be able to see her as much anymore. My head's spinning with all these thoughts. What if she actually hates me but she's acting? What if I'm not good enough for her? What if she thinks I'm a total creep? What if she doesn't love me, the way I love her?

     "Stop thinking of what if's..." I mumble to myself. I look at (Y/n) one last time before closing my eyes and falling asleep.