We Got Married

Chapter 15

(Y/n) POV

     The photo shoot ended over 2 hours ago and now Joshua and I were going home since the broadcasting for WGM for today was over. "(Y/n)!" I felt Joshua grab my hand as I was heading towards A5S1's van that was around the corner. "Wait..." He said quietly. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I-I......I have something I need....to tell you...." He said looking at the floor letting go of my wrist.

     "What?" I asked him but l he looked like he was scared to say it. "Whatever it is I won't make fun of you. I promise." I say with a smile as I put my hand on his cheek. He looks up at me and before I knew it, his lips were on mine. When he pulled away my heart was still beating faster than it ever had. "J-Joshua...." I looked at him shocked and my fingers went up to my lips. Joshua's eyes were wide as well and his face was bright red. "I-I........SORRY!!!" He said as fast as he could and ran off.

     My cheeks and ears were burning and turning red by the second. I watch him run to his fan and I heard one of them ask why he ran. I didn't hear anything after that. I went to my van as fast as I could and my members did the same thing. They asked me why I ran and why it took so long.

     I lied to them.

     I couldn't let our manager know because I'd get punished.

Joshua POV

     "Why did you run?" DK asked. "WHATS ALL THE DRAMA ABOUT!!" Hoshi screamed with a smirk. "What'd ya do? Your 15 minutes late." Seungkwan asked.

     The others were smirking as well. Thankfully they were whispering so the manager didn't hear. Well I mean he heard Hoshi but that's it. "I didn't do anything. I forgot my jacket and went to go get it." I lied. "Uh huh." They said in sync.

     I rolled my eyes and put my seatbelt on. I touched my lips remembering what I did. 'PABO! She probably hates you now. Why did you do that.....' I thought covering my face with my hands. "You okay?" S.Coups asked. "Yeah I'm fine....." I lied.

      I felt like I wanted to die.

     My body felt numb but my heart was beating as fast as it possibly could. 'What have I done...' I thought, leaning into my seat and putting my earbuds in my ears. Why does love have to be so difficult? What if....What if all of this is a lie. I don't care if I get punished for dating (Y/n). That wouldn't kill me, but if she weren't to like me like I like her...I think I'd go insane. No I WOULD go insane.

-Time skip-

     We were back at the dorm and I went straight to my room. I was the only one home since the others went to the store. "Should I call her?" I said to myself, only to be even more nervous. I grab my phone and dialed her number. "Hello?" I heard her say. My heart beat quickened and my breath became short. "I-I'm sorry." I say. I close my eyes even though I know she's not near me. I didn't hear anything for a few minutes. "Are you still there?" I asked worried she had left. "Yes, its just that..." I heard a door close after a minute and she started talking again. "I'm sorry, I didn't want anyone hearing the conversation." I smiled a bit but I was still nervous.

     "Anyways. It's just that...look I know how you feel and I feel the same way. I truly do but my manager would kill me. He'd punish me so badly. I-" "Then I'll protect you. That's what I'm here for. (Y/n) I know you may just be saying you know how I feel but I really love you. I wouldn't let anyone hurt you and you may not like me the same way I like you but hear me out okay?" "Okay."

     "When we met for the first time I had always admired you, but seeing you in person made me realize something. That I truly love you. I love your smile, your messy hair in the mornings, your scent, your eyes, the way you are. I love every single thing about you. You're an amazing person that any guy would be stupid if they thought you weren't. (Y/n) you're one of a kind and no one is like you. I may have not know you for years at a time but you're like my best friend. (Y/n), every little thing that you think is a flaw about you is just another huge reason why I love you. Your flaws make you you and I love that about you. To me you're perfect and no one could ever compare to you. You're a peice of me that I can't loose. If I do is go insane. Loosing you is like loosing everything that holds me together. You're my missing peice. You're everything to me. Yes I know your manager may try and hurt you but I'll be there to protect you. I know I'm gonna get punished as it is but I don't care. As long as you're okay I'm okay. Even if I'm dying, just knowing that you're alive if be okay. I can't loose you (Y/n). I just can't...."

     I felt tears form in my eyes. Just then I heard a knock on the door. I went and opened it only to see (Y/n). She was crying. "(Y/n)-" "You idiot, why would you think I wouldn't like you." She ran into my arms and stayed there."i love you." She said. I smiled and held her tight. "I love you too."

     I lifted her chin up so that she was looking at me. I leaned in and kissed her. I felt like my whole body had been lit up. I loved her so much. Even if it meant I'd get hurt, I'd stay by her side til the very end.