We Got Married

Chapter 29

A/n: It's not my best chapter but I hope you guys like it! This book is coming to an end soon so let me know if you've got any ideas for other books! I'm writing a story called Checkmate that's also a SEVENTEEN story! Check it out if you'd like :)

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Joshua's POV

Today was the second to last episode of our We Got Married series and I've become more sad then I wanted to be. I hated the idea of starting this show but now I hate that it's ending.

I don't think I can do this.

So many thoughts ran through my mind as I laid in bed, waiting for (Y/n) to return from a program she had. What if I quit my job? What if I worked my butt off to see her everyday no matter what? Sure I'd be tired but seeing her would be better than never seeing her.

I love her I really do and I'll always love her.

Should I marry her?

Not just because of the show, but in real life. Would it be easier if we were married? I'd get to see her more often hopefully and I'd be able to go to a home with a wonderful girl who makes me happy. Happier than I've ever been.

"Ahhhh I don't know what to do." I groaned, gripping my hair in my hands while I sat up in bed. "Why does love have to be so hard..." I mumbled, looking over at a photo we took with (Y/n)'s Polaroid that sat on a desk. I picked up my phone and called (Y/n) hoping she wasn't busy.

"Hello?"

"(N/n)!"

"Hi Josh. What's wrong? Are you okay? Did bear chew up my shoes again?!" She asked, obviously caring about her shoes more than me. I laughed, "No Bear didn't eat your shoes and I miss you." I played with the string on my jacket while talking to her on the phone. "I miss you too. What are you up too?" She sounded tired as she talked, multiple voices could be heard in the background as well.

"Waiting for you to come home with Nana asleep beside me," She giggled and waited for me to continue talking. "When will you be home? I really miss you..."

My heart ached. Between thinking about us never seeing each other and me wanting to be together til death do us part...my heart really hurt. "I'm leaving right now so I should be home in about....20 minutes? 30 minutes tops if the traffic is really bad."

"Okay...I'll see you then. Be safe okay?" I tell her, waiting for her to come home. "I will. See you in a little bit." After a while we hung up and again I was all alone with my thoughts.

What do I do?

(Y/n)'s POV

I drove home and sang along to Gashina that played on my phone. On the way back I picked up some take out as well, knowing Joshua probably wanted to stay home since I hadn't been there.

He gets clingy and sad when I'm gone. So when I do come back after his definition of eternity, he's constantly by my side and stuck to me like a lovesick puppy.

I must say it is cute.

He constantly lets you know he loves you and wants you to stay home because he gets lonely.

This is what our conversation was when I got home last week.

"Where were you?"

"Joshua I was at work. You know that."

"It felt like you were gone for years though." He was wrapped in a blanket burrito on the couch with Nana and Bear who wagged their tails at me.

"I was gone for 6 hours."

"6 HOURS TOO LONG!" He stuck his arms out of the burrito, making on his head (and arms) visible. He feet stuck out at the end which made me laugh. "I need a hug." He whined.

"You need help, you dork."

"No I don't. I only need you." Joshua smiled and crawled out of  his blanket burrito, hugging me as soon as I laid on the bed.

"Do you know how much I love you?" He asked, holding onto my waist while looking up at me. "How much Joshua?"

"To infinity and beyond. Because no matter what happens I'll always love you. To the moon and back, there's an ending. In infinity and beyond. It's never ending. My love for you is never ending (Y/n). Always remember that."

"I will."

He never lets me forget and I love everything he's done for me. I just hope he hasn't done anything stupid while I was gone.

He's like a child sometimes.

But I love him anyway.

I unlocked the door to the house and heard barking and screaming instantly.

"NANA NO-BEAR ITS MY TURN TO GET HUGS AND KISSES FIRST! YOU TWO ALWAYS GET TO HER BEFORE I DO! IF I WAS A DOG I'D MAKE SURE I WAS FIRST WITH MY EXCELLENT HEARING!" I laughed at his outburst and walked into the house.

"Hi guys!" I laughed as I was taken down by the three I loved most. "I got her first you two lose!" Joshua exclaimed with a smile. He pecked my face with multiple kisses as the dogs barked. "You guys are just sore losers. I finally beat you."

"Am I a prize or something?" I asked while fixing his hair.

"No. I just wanted to get to you first and steal all your love." He smiled. That cute smile and those eyes. This boy is making me go nuts.

His lips landed on mine and he giggled through the kiss. It was a gentle kiss that lasted until we needed to breathe.

"I love you (Y/n)." He muttered in adoration as he held me in his arms.

"I love you too."