Chapter 21

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Joshua POV

     "I'M GONNA KILL YOU!" She screamed as I ran from her. "NO YOU'RE NOT YOU LOVE ME TOO MUCH TO KILL ME!" I yelled back but I think I yelled it too loudly because a lot of girls started screaming and saying we were their otp. No one really came up to us though.

     They let us act as if we weren't idols for once which I really appreciated none of them took pictures either. Well they only came up to us when we were sitting down by our things. I thanked every single one of them and (Y/n) started crying because this girl gave us a note saying really sweet things and that she was glad we had time away from dancing and working hard for them. After a while we went back and messed around. I saw a little kid playing with a sandcastle and I joined him.

     He looked around 4 or 5 and turns out he was 4 and his name was Hwa Young. I was close! His parents didn't even mind. He accidentally spilt water on me because of how heavy it was so I went and got more water for him. I saw a flash in the corner of my eye only to see (Y/n) standing there with a camera.

     "What are you doing?" I asked laughing because the look on her face was priceless. She stood there smiling like an idiot and squealing. "You two look so cute!" She said laughing. "Do you like kids that much?" I ask still helping Hwa Young with the sandcastle. "Yes!" She exclaimed. "Then let's have one." I say with a smile. She whacked me on the head and Hwa Young laughed. "Don't encourage her!" I tell him.

     He kept laughing. Ugh, 4 year olds...."What was that for?" I asked. I looked up and she was blushing, all I did was smirk. "What cat got your tongue?" I ask. She didn't reply and she just walked off. "Yah, Jagi!" I whinned.

     I thanked Hwa Young's parents for letting me build sandcastles and I said goodbye to Hwa Young as well and went to find (Y/n) who was sitting by our things with a water bottle on her face. I laughed, 'She's so cute.' I thought. I poked her arm but she only turned the other way not facing me. "Jagi!" I whined poking her once again. "Yah...." I pouted trying to get her attention. Then I got an idea. I left to go find Hwa Young and came back with him over to where (Y/n) was. I had a plan. "(Y/n) I stole a baby." I told her. "YOU WHA-" She turned around only to see Hwa Young in my arms. 'She's so gullible." I thought while Hwa Young laughed.

     "You actually believed me? You thought that i'd steal someone's kid?" I laughed and told her to wait a moment before bringing Hwa Young back to his parents and going back to (Y/n). I sat next to her and smiled. "What?" She asked giving me a weird look. "Nothing." I laughed before running off, I've got another plan and it won't fail. "Where are you going?!" She asked running after me. I was in the water, freezing cold but this is what happens when you're me. "Hurry!" I tell her but she walks slower to aggravate me. "Joshua!" I whine as I freeze to death. She sighs and walks over to me.

     I smile and then hug her, holding her tight. "That's all you wanted?" She asks. "Nope!" I say and we both fall over into the water. (Y/n)'s screaming because of how cold it is and I'm laughing my head off because of her reaction. "Oppa!" She screamed splashing water in my face. "Mianhae! Mianhae!" I tell her still laughing like crazy. Soon it turned into a water fight and we were soaking wet.

     I swallowed some of the water at some point and (Y/n) laughed at me the entire time I was literally dying! Okay I wasn't dying for real but I was choking! "That's what you get!" She said, sticky her tongue out and smiling.

-Time Skip-

(Y/n) POV

     Joshua and I had left the beach, taking all of our things and putting them in the car, and went to a cafe that was down the street to get something to eat. We sat down and waited for our food to come to our table.

     We had masks on and a hat right now since we weren't at the beach and surprisingly so far no pics of us were online, but now I think we had people following us because when we left all these girls started screaming and some boys too. Whoop dee doo. After we had gotten our food and ate we went and looked around at the shops and my phone instantly started beeping like crazy because of Sunny. "Hello?" I said. I heard a loud scream, typical Sunny. "THERE ARE PICTURES OF YOU AND JOSHUA ON THE INTERNET AND THEY LOOK SO GOOD!!!" She yelled.

     I think my ears died. "Yeah I know....." I sighed. I wished these sasaeng fans would leave us alone. You wanna know why I know it's the sasaeng fans? It's because everywhere I look I see girls and boys following us and taking pictures. Sunny and I ended the call after a while and Joshua nudged my arm telling me it's probably best that we leave.

     I agreed and we went back to the car ready to leave. I checked all the websites online and on every single one of them had something about Joshua and I and about how we had been to the beach today. I frowned, putting my phone aside, and looking at the clear water outside my window. "Are you upset?" Joshua asked. "Just a bit...." I mumbled. "And why is that?" He asked. He clearly knew but I think he just wanted me to talk about it. "You already know." I said. "No I don't. What's wrong? Please tell me." He begged.

     The car slowed down as we pulled up to a red light. "It's just that I'm tired of being me. I'm tired of being famous even though it's been maybe half a year. I'm tired of the sasaeng fans especially....I'm just tired of everything." I told him. He didn't say anything for a moment. I felt the car start to move once again which meant the light turned green. 'He doesn't even know what to say. I knew it was stupid to tell him.' I thought.

     "Why are you tired of yourself?" He finally asked but it was more quiet than I expected. I didn't reply at all though. I acted as if I didn't hear him. "(Y/n)." He pleaded. "Just because......" was all I could say. "Is....Is it because of me?" He asked. "What? No, it's not because of you at all." I exclaimed not wanting him to feel like it was his fault. He suddenly stopped the car. "We're here." He mumbled. I looked up to see us in front of my dorm. "Thank you." I said as he waited at the door with me. "For what?" He asked. "For today." I exclaimed.

     Just then Mina opened the door and we said our goodbyes to each other. I watched him leave and the whole time he looked upset. "Was it something I said?" I asked myself sitting on my bed.

     Maybe it was because I didn't tell him why I was tired of myself. The thing is, I couldn't tell him though. I feel like I'd have a breakdown if I were to tell him. I have a breakdown every time I think of it actually. I heard my phone buzz as I sat on my bed. "Hello?" I said, answering the call. It was my mom and she had bad news. "No, you can't be serious..." I didn't want it to be true, but it was. I dropped my phone as I heard the truth not wanting to believe it one bit.

     Sadly the truth isn't always great and this time it wasn't..... My dad was dead.



A/n: SORRY IF THIS CHAPTER SUCKS!!!! School is super stressful and I never get sleep and if I do I'm still exhausted, I've a tone of breakdowns like crying at school and at home as well.UGh!...why would you want to know about my life, forget it. Anyways! Back to this chapter I wrote for all you lovely followers of mine! I thought writting a chapter or two would help with the stress.....I hope you guys like it! :D

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