Don't Do It-(AmazingPhil)

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Originally I was going to do a PewDiePie x Reader next but I couldn't think of anything so I'm doing someone else for the time being. I'll just being doing one with Phil.

*TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM*

You were in your and Phil's shared room when you heard your phone go off. You grabbed your phone and saw that some of Phil's fans were mentioning you on Twitter. You sighed and put your phone down. Ever since you and Phil announced that you guys were a couple to his fans, you've been getting non-stop hate. Though some thought you and him looked cute together and supported your relationship, most of his fans hated you and the fact you stole 'their Phil' or ruined the Phan dream.

You quickly went into the bathroom and looked through the drawers pulling out a knife. You locked the door that way Phil didn't come in and see you doing this to myself. You looked at myself and in the mirror and then at the knife. You put the knife up to your skin and sliced a few cuts in to your wrist. You then put the knife away and cleaned up the blood before leaving the room.

"Hey love. How was your day?" Phil said walking into the living room sitting next to you. "It was okay. Nothing new happened today." You said with a half smile on your face. "Are you okay (Y/n), you're not acting like your normal happy self. What's wrong?" Phil said looking at you with a worried expression. "Nothings wrong Phil. If something was wrong, don't you think I would tell you?" You said putting on a half-fake smile. "Yeah. I guess your right. Love you." He said before getting up to use the restroom. "Love you too."

"(Y/n)? What's this...?" You heard Phil say from the bathroom. You reluctantly got up from your comfy position on the couch and headed to the bathroom where you saw Phil holding the knife you use to cut yourself. "Love, why is there a knife in the bathroom..." He said looking at you. You looked at the ground not saying a word. "(Y/n)? Have you been, c-cutting y-yourself?" You quickly looked up to Phil's eyes and saw that there were some tears falling down. You looked back down at the ground before slowing nodding your head. "Why? Why would you do that to yourself?" He said before wrapping his arms around you in a loving way. "Because I couldn't deal with the hate anymore. I wanted to tell you but, I was afraid to.." You said before looking into Phil's blue-gray eyes. "Love listen to me. Next time you want to do this to yourself, I want you to take my arm and cut me as many times as you would to yourself." He said looking into my (E/c) eyes. "I can't do that. I could never hurt you that way." You said before understanding what he were saying. You quickly got up from Phil's embrace and took the knife in your hand before throwing it out the window.

"Thank you Phil. I'm so sorry." You said crying a little. He looked at you and wiped away the tears that were on your face. "It's okay. Just please, never do this again. Please. It hurts me more than it hurts you." I nodded before giving a smile. A real smile. "There's my girl. I've missed your smile." He said before kissing your cheek. You let out a small giggle. "I love you Phil." "I love you too princess."

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YAY! Oh my god, I fricking love Phil so much! I'm sorry for those who wanted a PewDiePie one, I just was having trouble writing it out and everything but I hope you guys liked this. I just found this picture one day while looking at different Dan and Phil pictures and it inspired me to make this imagine/one-shot. Also, you guys are now able to ask for one-shots for Dan, Phil, and Tyler Oakley (and before anyone says anything about him being gay, I am aware of that. So if there's one for Tyler then either pretend your a boy, or he's bi) Anyway I don't think there's anything else to say so yeah. Bye guys!


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