Try Not To Scream

8. So don't let me down don't let me down don't let me down

The screams and gunfire is what wakes me up from a groggy sleep i didn't even know i fell into.
Lifting my head up and squinting into the dark.
My head is pounding to the rhythm of my heart. Frantic.

I'm terrified but there's nothing i could even do. My hands are tied to a chair that doesn't look like its going to give way anytime soon, my wrists have gone all raw from the chafing.

Then i hear voices, a man, swearing about a woman being the bane of his existence and a woman whispering back to him to shut up.
By now my curiosity has peaked, nothing has happened in the hours that ive been down here and this is the most noise that has reached me, it gives me hope, aswell as filling me with dread.

The door that i imagine would be to the right of me vibrates in its spot from the hard force hitting it on the outside, i grin. Hope at last.
For i am sure that i can hear Elles muffled shouts and calling out my name.

My throat is dry, my tongue feels like sand paper but i ignore the pain and try to call out to her.
A whisper at first, my voice box struggling to follow my demands.

Stopping to breathe in large amounts of air into my lungs i try to shout out my frustrations when a large hand clasps over my mouth from behind me, violent tremors rack my body.

Then i feel warm puffs of air in my ear as who ever it is leans over me.
I feel a slow lick on the shell of my ear and a scatch of some fuzz.

A whimper escapes me without meaning to, and he whispers in my ear in a dark forboding voice that i have trouble recognising.

"Its an honor to finally see you again Arya, how i have missed your presence everyday"
He nuzzles into my neck and a sob releases without meaning to.

"Shh Sweety its okay ive got you, those fools outside were suposed to bring you directly to me not tie you up and leave you here, im sorry baby ive got you"
By now my sobbing is uncontrollable as i try to wiggle out of his arms that have caged me in my seat. The large forearms wind down my body leaving goosebumps in their wake as they creep slowly feeling my skin and reaching my wrists.
In a flash my hands and torso have been released from the uncomfortable chair and i spring up and whip around.
Tears bluring my aready dark vision of the room.

The dark blur of the man that was just touching me moves closer.
With shaky steps i move back trying to get as close as i can to the door that is still being pounded against by Elle and a man i am guessing as i hear their voices shouting out to me.

Sniffling i take larger steps back as i notice that the broad shadow has gotten close.

"G-get away from m-me please don't
I-I haven't seen anyth-ing" holding an out stretched hand i try to stop him from getting closer.
But my atempts are proven useless and i feel his hard stomach against my palm, his warmth seeps into my skin and a tremor passes through me.
I'm fucking terrified.
But i try not to show it, even though im failing miserably with tears running down my puffy cheeks.

All too soon my back comes across a wall, the cool surface sending a shock through my system.
And then im shrouded in the dark aura of the man infront of me. His scent triggers something in my far off memory that was all hazy.
The man has his forearm braced on the wall that im backed against.
His nose is burried in my neck and im too afraid to do anything, his cold nose skims across my neck up and down then around to my colar bones.

My chin wobbes as i feel another onslaught of tears come on.

"Shh shh shh it's okay baby, i won't hurt you, you're safe. Finally safe and in my arms"
His right arm on the wall slides down and rests in my hair as his left grips my right hip, soft at first then his grip tightens to the point of discomfort.
I try to dislodge his hold on my body but its useless.

The squeezing finally stops, his fingers spread and knead my hip for a while as he still nuzzles my neck.
His breathing starts going erratic as the puffs of air heat up my neck, then i feel his lips.
They kiss and suck on the hollow of my neck in the most sensitive areas.
My heart rate intensifies and an involuntary gasp escapes me as i feel his hand that was once at my hip now on my stomach, scorching me as it slithers under me shirt.
His right hand fists in my hair supporting my head from the wall.
Im trapped.

"N-no sto-p stop it please! I'll do anything just stop!"

His hands freeze.

I feel his face broaden in a smile against my neck then his hands release my body, he leans back and instead hold onto my cheeks turning my head up to look in his general direction.

"Thank y-mmf"
His mouth lands on mine.
Unexpected, i thrash around to get him off of me but he is unrelenting and he opens his mouth into the kiss trying to get his tongue into my mouth.
I squeeze my eyes shut my face all screwed up wishing to be somewhere else but here, my hands hitting his broad shoulders and sculpted chest trying to get away from him.

All of the air that i had in my lungs come whooshing out as he growls in frustration grips the shirt i am wearing, and rips it from my chest exposing my light pink bra.

I gasp in shock and he takes the opportunity to delve deep into my mouth with his tongue, swirling it around and trying to play with my tongue aswell.

He pulls back, my lips sore and puffy.

"Kiss me back and ill let you go for now" He grunts out in anger that i feel pulsing from him.

"NO" I shout and instantly regret it.
But that doesn't stop him from diving in for a kiss again.
I feel him kissing me with everything he had so fierce and strong as his left hand yanks my cute light pink bra down my heated flesh.

My eyes burst open not even realising that i closed them as i feel his whole palm knead my breast, a small moan escapes me by accident leaving me mortified.
I try not to think as his palm fits perfectly over my breast.
All rationality and thought cuts out as i feel him grunt, move his hand around and pinch my nipple hard, i squeel out and he does not stop. He kisses me so thoroughly and i cant help but to enjoy the onslaught of emotions.
Conflicted i have no idea what to do as i could hardly support myself, the man hold me up with his body as i am pinned.
Throwing all rationality out the window i indulge in the moment if only a little while as i weave my left hand into his soft tresses and grip them hard.
He moans and grinds his lower self onto me as his fingers and palm work wanders on my breast.

I throw my head back breathing hard as the oxygen is brought back into my lungs. His breathing is also erratic but he doesn't let that stop him as he nuzzles his way down kissing as he goes.

I thrust my chest out unashamed as his lips and teeth latch onto my erect nipple, a loud moan is pushed forth and i have no time to feel ashamed as his other hand removes the padding of my bra off of my chest.
Both of his large warm hands squeeze and pinch on my breasts and i wrap my arms around his head.

I feel like sobbing.
Maybe i should.
I dont know what is wrong with me but i can't help it as i enjoy this feeling. If only for a little bit.