Alpha's Sleeping Luna

1.

I turn the key to open my apartment door which I shared with my boyfriend. I entered the room and locked the door behind me, I heard him before I saw him. He was typing away on his computer again, I looked over to where Samual(my boyfriend) was sitting either working or studying. I never could keep up with him.

"Hi" i said, he waved and continued his typing. I placed my back pack and my keys on the counter next to the door then went to the kitchen. I saw the note on the microwave which indicated my food was already inside and ready. I sighed softly, I wanted to cook for him tonight. I suppose he couldn't wait.
I sat alone at the tiny dining table and finished the chicken a la king that Samuel had made me.

Once I finished, put my dirty dishes in the dishwasher. I then turned and went out to where Samual was, he was still typing and I dared a peek over his shoulder to see if it was work or studies. I smiled when I saw it was studies. Samual was a complete genius he reminded me of all the guys from big bang theorie mixed together.

He was intellegent like all of them, and just like sheldon could not understand sarcasm or human emotions quite clearly. Ok maybe that was to harsh, no he just took everything you said literal and pointed out the facts. I remebered how last year some jock said something sarcastic to him and he just stated out the flaw in what he was calling him. All the smart kids thought what he said was funny but neither him nor the jock found anything amusing.

He was a sweet and understanding guy just like lenard and had his girl problems like raj, but also had his childish moments like howard. I smiled to myself, I wanted to watch it again but he found it insulting to watch. That and I have finals coming up. "So, Jess is having a party this weekend, its a mini comic con theme" i announced. He turned and looked at me, " you know how I feel about those things" he said. I smiled to myself. You might find this funny too but he does not like graphic novels and finds it as an insult that people believe that intelligent people would have fun reading that nonsense. "I know I just thought you would like to get out for a bit" I replied sweetly.

He sighed and took off his glasses, he rubbed the bridge of his nose then looked back at me. "I already invited Sarah for a work night" he said. I smiled wider, Sarah was his work partner/study partner. They were exactly alike, if I weren't dating him they would probably be together. She was a sweet girl even more shy than him and me put together. "No problem" I said. He put his glasses back on then returned to his work. I gave myself a mischievous smile then silently leaned over to hug him and kiss him on the cheek. He immediately started wheezing and I reached over to his asthma pump and gave it to him.

Remember what I said about girl problems like Raj,yep this was the problem. I could barely touch him without him wheezing and going into an asthma attack. We onced kissed but thats as far as we went, I know it is sad we have been dating for 3years and that is the farthest we got. I prefer having him though I had my heartbroken when I was 16, the guy as you guessed it was a total player and a complete hotty. The last time I ever made that mistake, no, I am quite content with Samual.

But recently I have been craving more, I wanted to be kissed or touched. I am still saving myself for my wedding night though. I also feel like what me and Samual have isn't enough but at the same time I feel sad about any thought of leaving him. I knew he and Sarah got along well and some part of my brain was secretly hoping they'd fall inlove. My heart though, she is a fighter she does not want any one other than us to love him.

"I will make us some tea" I smirked and exited the room.