Alpha's Sleeping Luna

2.

I had just added water into the kettle when a knock sounded on our door. I went out and gave Samual a questioning look, he did the same and I went to open the door. I am greeted with a red faced Sarah, I smile at her sweetly "Hi there Sarah" I say and she waves at me. Cute, I think to myself, I backaway from the door and let her through. "Do you want tea as well?" I asked. She nodded then went over to Samual. I realised she was not wearing her usual attire, normaly she'd wear a turtleneck sweater even in summer and baggy cargo pants. Tonight she wore a low V-neck sweater and skinny jeans with matching boots. I lifted my brow then shook my head and entered the kitchen. My heart ached a little and I mentally pictured my brain telling her that it was better this way. She refused to believe him of course, I finished the tea then took it to them. I stopped and saw how close they were sitting, and Samual was not even wheezing. My heart gave another small cry but my brain just slapped her.

I placed the tea next to them but they were deep into their work. I went to the bathroom and filled the tub then took a long bath. I lay there a while. I knew this was going to happen if anything I wanted it to, he did not wheeze when he was around her and he deserved to be happy. A small tear escaped and I tried to stop it but before I could help myself more tears ran down. I saw the way they got a long since the beginning and have since then been trying to get them together, but at the same time I loved him.

I knew we won't be happy together, the man could barely even touch me without having an attack, but with Sarah he could touch her hand and nothing would happen. How do I know this you ask? I once saw them touching while working on an assignment, they were so caught up in what they did that neither of them noticed...or well only Samual did not notice.

'I need to let him go' my brain said with full authority, ' I can't!I love him too much' my heart argued pleadingly. My brain huffed' well you can always find someone else he can't,it will never be fair to either of you' he stated. With that my heart gave a littly sob she knew he was right, hell even I knew he was right. I got out of the bath once my heart had calmed a bit and went to my room. I was exausted from classes and work the whole day, after getting dressed I lay down on my bed and instantly fell asleep.