Poems for life

Lost Friends

How can I live with the pain I receive everyday from the people that I thought loved me?

I thought I had some best friends that would always be there yet I was showed who they were.

I wanted to have a friend that I thought would be there to keep my secrets and have fun with.

What could you expect from someone yo thought you knew yet you realized you don't.

I wish I could have the warm feeling of being able to trust some one other than my family.

 Lost friends are not fun yet yo see your not losing. 

You're  only freeing yourself from all the pain you have ever received.

Yet I have come to realize I am free I no longer have to cry from all this pain.

I have lost and gained friends yet it's  the freedom of knowing I have set myself free.

Now I can breathe for the first time in my life.

Finding the courage to stand up and face your fears and your pain is the kind of freedom you should always grant yourself.

Lost friends I wish I never had to have yet I wanted to be free all this pain I have been caused.

 I wish I could tell them I am sorry yet I'm not I wanted to be free and not hurt anymore, so please stop putting me in pain and bringing people into this mess that you have created.

Please stop hurting me and I will leave whoever alone so I can just be free.