Ghost Of You

TGBM 18: Wake

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Suga's POV

I arrived in front of my house in Daegu. I didn't arrange my things.

I directly went to my bedroom and lied down

Did she really leave me? I don't think I could live anymore.

I want to die.

I want to be dead right now.

If she meant about leaving, she will go back to heaven.

I want to leave in this world full of people that controls people.

I want to leave. I want to die.

I slowly closed my eyes and saw her.

I can see a vision of her leaving me.

The time when we are in Han River.

I touched my cheeks and I could feel tears flowing.

It just flow freely unlike the person who is crying right now.

I am not free. I don't have my freedom. I am being controlled.

They all thought I don't have any future if I continue my passion.

My emotions are numb. I can't feel anything. I am happy, sad, angry, frustrated.

But I just found myself breaking the things inside the room.

I act like an animal.

"Jiae-yaahhh" i shouted at the top of my lungs.

"Wae!?" I already cried so hatd.

I cried like a kid. Who would have thought that a cold person like me falls in love and cry like a baby?

I shouted once again and doesn't care about the things that are broken.

Same as me, they don't care if I feel broken because they will never change their opinions.

I don't want to live anymore. There's no point of living if you don't have someone to protect and love anymore.

I didn't go out to eat or drink. I just lied down here and wait for my death.

I don't care if people judge me about what I am doing right now.

A man falls in love many times, but when there is really someone that can make them go crazy, they will cry there eyes out and makes them want to die.

My phone has been ringing but I didn't pick it up or even bothered look at the caller i.d.

Will she come back to me?

Ugghh Min Yoongi, you're insane you crazy bastard...

It's very impossible. It would take a miracle to make her live again.

She's dead already and that's because of you.

I don't know if I will be happy because of the fact that she died since I met her when she's already dead.

Because if she didn't die, I don't think we will meet.

I don't think I will be able to fall in love again.

I think I am getting insane.

Now, the only thing I want to do in here is write songs in our album without eating and just wait for my death.