trust doesn't always come back

sparks are flying

I'm lieing in bed, happily dreaming about one day being married to the man of my dreams, I cascade down the aisle, in a white long dress which flows at the bottom, giving me that princess look. I read the altar and turn to face my soon to be husband. I jump awake as I notice it was my Dad grinning upon me, why would I want to marry my worst nightmare? I sigh and go to lay down, I jump again as I hear something hitting my window. I throw a dressing gown on and cautiously open my curtains. I glance down to see Charlie stood there about to throw another, I roughly open my window and feel a stone hit my face.

"ow" I shout. Oops, hope I didn't wake my Dad.

"hey, wanna come for a walk?" he shyly asks.

" what? at 2 in the morning? what are you vampire?" I whisper shout. He sneers and nods. I sigh and go back into my room, dressing in warm clothes, I sneak out through the back door and join Charlie.

"so,. how did you know where I live?" I ask him.

"I followed you home yesterday"

"stalker much" I laugh. He goes red and looks ahead.

"I guess so, sorry. You wanna get some drink?" He asks, looking at me with a warm smile. I roll my eyes and agree, following him to Tesco's. I don't know why Tesco's would be open at this time, surely people would be sleeping? then again look at me, acting like it's a normal thing to do.

"did you bring any ID?"

"nope" I reply, popping out the P, swinging my arms about like I just took crack, I haven't by the way.

"okay wait out here, what do you want?"

"erm anything" with that I wait around the corner while Charlie goes in. I shiver and look around, feeling a tad paranoid. After five minutes, Charlie walks around the corner with a bag in hand, swinging it happily. We take a steady walk towards the park and get there within 5 minutes. We take a seat on the swings and he hands me a bottke of vodka. I stare at it like it's going to eat me, I hear Charlie laugh and I turn to face him,

"Don't worry it won't jump at you, here" He opens the bottle and I catch a whiff of the vodka. Don't smell too bad, without hesitation I begin to swig, it burns my throat but it tastes nice. As I am gracefully enjoying it, Charlie snatches it off me, hungrily drinking some for himself. Within an hour, we are both off our heads, laying on the floor, laughing at the stars.

"Hey that one looks like a sheep!" I practically scream. I turn to face Charlie who hasnt spoke for a while and see him glaring at me, I raise my eyebrows, giving him a questioning look. wow he looks so cute right now, I giggle to myself. He guides a strand of hair behind my ear and leans in for a kiss. I close the gap halfway and start kissing him, I don't know where my confidence is coming from, probably the vodka but boy Im just going to enjoy the moment. I feel sparks as he licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance. We get more into it and I freeze when I feel him undoing my trousers. I instantly back off, pushing his chest with tears in my eyes.

"I'm sorry if I pushed it too far.." Charlie slurs, searching my eyes for the reason why I pushed away.

"it's okay, erm.. I best get going home" He nods and his smile drops. He walks me home silently with his fingers entwined in mine, normally I don't like PDA but at the minute I don't care. I go to sleep with a smile on my face, it's been a while so I'm going to make the most of it before my father finds out.