Downfall [lwt]

Chapter Nine - Look After You

I open the small card and I drop it on the floor feeling dizzy and confused. I look down at my feet and all I see is the blurry outline of my shoes. I wipe my eyes for the second time today and open the door with my key. I'm coming back for you. -Louis x

That is all I could think about for the remainder of my sleep. I didn't even drift off into sleep, it was more of an uncomfortable transition. 

Bella James - May 17, 2013

I awake to an empty feeling in the bottom of my stomach. My head is pounding and my vision is blurry. Must be a migraine... I thought as I slowly propped myself up. I feel like puking my insides up so I call Carrie to tell her I'm sick. I get on Twitter and see that mentions have sky-rocketed. 

Who are you?

How did you get ALL of the band + band acc following you?

Why were you seen with them?

Are you dating Louis?

You don't deserve to know them, bitch. Go kill yourself

Don't fucking touch Louis, you hear? You bitch.

The last two hit me the hardest. I close the app on my phone and ran straight for the bathroom. After I am done throwing up what was left of my so-called lunch from yesterday, I flush the toilet and rest my head on the cold counter above me. I wish they were here right now.

Louis Tomlinson - May 17. 2013 

I text Bella for what seems like the 7th time this morning and can't help but think that she thinks we're just a little fling. I know I can't have real feelings for her because I have only known her for like 2-3 days. I'm not rushing into a relationship, but I still like her more than I probably should.

"Louis!" Someone shouts in my ear. I jolt up and my eyes pop open as all three of the lads stare at me dead in the eye.

"What?" I ask suddenly confused.

"I asked you a question like 5 minutes ago! Are you alright, mate?"

"Y-Yeah. Just thinking." I admit.

"Well you better stop thinking because we have rehearsals." Ever since we got back to the UK, all of them have been more on edge. I'm not quite sure why but it's really bugging me.

"Who ya texting?" Niall asks reading my phone. I quickly lock my phone and shove it into my pocket and shrug.

"No one. I was on Twitter." Niall's face goes from a frown to a smile in about a second.

"You were texting Bella!" He smirks.

"No I wasn't?" I scoff and shake my head.

"What's up with her? She hasn't talked to us ever since we left."

I shrug. Maybe she just wanted us to remain friends.

I sigh as I get pulled away from the comfort of the couch all the way to the arena to rehearse.

Bella James 

I somehow manage to feel better to look at my phone and see that I had a bunch of text messages and they were all from Louis.

 Hey Bells!

Bella, where are you?

Are you alright?

Did you get my card! :D

Bella?

Text me back when you see these...

Going to rehearsals :( Sad you can't be wth us right nwo but watch us on TV... I have something special planed! x

With* Now* Sorry my grammar is shit!! x

I laugh at his last text and decide to text him back,

Sorry, I was sick... Had a horrible migraine but it's gone now! I will definitely watch you guys... Have fun & I'll be watching! :) xx

A few hours later I tune into TMZ who is streaming their concert live and I hear,

 "Hello UK! It's great to be back!" "We'll be starting off with a cover tonight!" The crowd erupts into screams and chants as Louis smiles and directs his eyes on the camera. "This one's for you, Bella."

If I don't say this now I will surely break

As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forget the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you, won't you be the one I'll always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

 They sing into their microphones and it is pure bliss. I feel like I am actually at one of their concerts and The Fray is one of my favorite bands. I smile as their concert ends and Louis shouts, "By the way, Bella I know you're watching... Hope you feel better!" He shouts just as the lights stop flashing and everyone roars into screams again.

I smile and take out my phone to peacefully scroll on Twitter. I know, you can never peacefully scroll on Twitter, but I have decided to not let the jealous fans get to me. If there's one thing I have learned, it's that two jealous fans doesn't make it right. That just makes more hate for yourself if you fight back. You just have to ignore their hate comments, no matter how hard it is. 

I am feeling better.

I just wish they were here with me, once again.

A/N: SO MY BRACES HAVE STOPPED HURTING YAY! OKAY SO I DOUBT ANY OF Y'ALL ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE LOL BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR ALL OF THE READS!

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