Finley tells Danielle and I her plans to get me back stage and we both agree that it is a good idea. Of course, Management would probably let me in, anyways. But in case they don't, I am going to be Harry's girlfriend for the night.
We get ready for the concert and that consists of outfits being thrown all across the room and everything like that. My outfit is a black v-neck with big army green cargo jacket, black leggings, and black boots.
My hair is flowing down to almost my belly button as it is semi-wavy.
"Well someone looks hot tonight." Finley exclaims as her and Dani wolf-whistle.
"That's very funny. You do too, Finn!" I laugh as Finley compliments Danielle.
"Alright guys, let's go!"
We get to the concert and I immediately see the boys rushing over to their girlfriends as I stand there next to Harry. He smiles and offers a hand as I get out of the car.
"Thanks for being my date." Harry says as I feel his hand warm up next to mine.
"You're welcome." I smile. We get to the arena and it is like a mad house trying to get to our rows. "Have fun." Harry laughs as he points to the direction where I am supposed to go. I tweet out that I am here and surprisingly get a bunch of positive feed back from different people.
I watch them as they do sound check and I realize Louis' nervous eyes are on me at all times. I notice that Marcy isn't here but I don't care.
As the concert drags on, I meet Marcy; not that I am even interested in her because she is a load of bullshit.
"This last song is for one of my best friends. She's right over there!" Harry shouts pointing to us. He gives me a stupid wave and I wave back smiling.
Don't try to make me stay
Or ask if I'm okay,
I don't have the answer.
Don't make me stay the night
Or ask if I'm alright,
I don't have the answer.
Heartache,
Doesn't last forever,
I'll say I'm fine.
Midnight, ain't no time for laughin'
When you say goodbye.
It makes your lips; so kissable.
And your kiss; un-missable.
Your fingertips, so touchable
And your eyes, Irresistible.
I've tried to ask myself,
Should I see someone else?
I wish I knew the answer.
But I know, if I go now,
If I leave and I'm on my own tonight,
I'll never know the answer.
Midnight, doesn't last forever.
Dark turns to light.
Heartache, flips my world around,
I'm fallin' down, down, down; that's why...
I find your lips; so kissable.
And your kiss; un-missable.
Your fingertips, so touchable.
And your eyes; irresistible.
It's in your lips, and in your kiss,
It's in your touch and your fingertips,
And it's in all the things and other things
That make you who you are and your eyes
Irresistible.
After they finish the song I stand there frozen as I realize Harry wasn't singing that to me. I'm pretty sure I knew who was, I just didn't want to admit it to myself. Sitting in the loud arena with lights flashing everywhere and tons of girls screaming in my ear, I realize that I am in love with Louis Tomlinson.
And that isn't good.
They leave the stage and we are ushered towards the back of the stage where they are in their dressing rooms. I walk to Harry's as I see he is on Twitter and I slump on the couch next to him.
"Did you enjoy the show?" He asks putting his phone away.
"Yeah, I really did. Did you think it was fun?"
"Of course I did!" He laughs as I see that Harry has cute little dimples that poke on either sides of his cheeks.
"Bella, I need to tell you something."
I hold in a breath as he says that, not knowing if he's like confessing his un-denying love for me, or if he's just telling another stupid joke.
"Go ahead." I say sipping the tea that is placed in front of me.
"I've been meaning to say this for a while and it may seem like I'm saying I love you but I'm not so don't worry." He starts off as I exhale and relax a bit.
"So what's going on?" I ask slurping the tea.
"I-I'm gay." Harry says as I spit my tea all over the floor next to me.
I choke and gasp for air a few times before I can even speak.
"Y-You?" I choke as I cough a few times before settling down.
"Yeah..."
"Who all knows?"
"Liam, Niall, Finley, Danielle, the 5 Seconds of Summer boys, and now you."
"You don't have feelings for any of them, right?" I ask curiously.
"Oh, God no." He chokes.
"I do quite fancy your friend."
"Zayn?" I almost choke on my tea again as he nods his head slowly.
"I guess ever since I met him I felt like that, I just didn't want to admit it."
I could never imagine Zayn gay. Or even Harry, for that matter.
Changing the subject I say, "How's Louis been?"
"He claims he is fine but I think inside, he's hurting. He's filling his heart's void of you, for Marcy. She's such a sl- rude person." He corrects himself making me hurl into a fit of laughter as soon as I hear the door slash open.
"Sorry! Not again!" I hear Michael as he slams the door this time.
I open it to find him scampering around.
"Hi. I'm Bella." I smile as he nervously smiles back.
"Oh I'm Michael... God, sorry! That's the second time and I-"
"It's alright." I shrug.
"I thought you were with Louis?" He questions.
"Past tense; were."
"He dedicated that song to you, ya know?" Michael says as we sit down on Harry's couch.
"What? No." I state not believing a word this kid said.
"Yes he did. The only reason I know is because he told all of us that he wanted Harry to dedicate this song so that Marcy wouldn't get upset."
"Oh." Is all I can say before the door opens yet again.
Is there not some kind of knocking policy in this place?
"Oh. Hi Bella." Louis says.
"Hi?"
"Well boys, it's time to go."
I quickly follow behind Harry and Louis states harshly, "This is an after-the-concert thing. As in, you're not invited."
There was something about Louis that made me want more of this bad-boy type of vibe.
I don't know what it is about Louis Tomlinson that reels me back in each time.
But it is definitely something.Wow Louis was being such a douche to Bella... HMM. Anyways, this story is moving kind of fast because I can't wait until Real // Harry Styles AU (:
I have so many great things planned for this story and that one !
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Downfall [lwt]
Fanfiction“I think I've found someone who I can fall madly in love with.” /or/ The one where Louis is in a punk band.