Downfall [lwt]

Chapter Thirteen - Just Can't Let Her Go

Bella James - June 27, 2013 - 11AM

I've read on Twitter that Pierced Direction are supposed to be coming back from their English and Australian tour to permanently stay in America, mainly New York, to record new songs. It was then that I realized I could watch livestreams of Pierced Direction's concerts.

"And there you have it, Pierced Direction's new song; 'Just Can't Let Her Go'! So tell me boys, who or what inspired you to write this song?"

"Well I think everyone here knows about our friend, Bella."

I turn my head at the television and turn up the volume as I hear my name.

"So what's going on with you and her..?" The interviewer asks.

"Nothing at the moment. But this song is dedicated to her." Louis says speaking into the microphone.

"Keep in mind this is just the demo version, we're not completely done with it!" Liam says quickly as the track cues.

Oh, oh, oh.

She's so mean but I kinda love it

And I just can't let her go.

I'm so whipped on her tiny little,

She's a tempting animal.

Spends too much and I never tell her no.

Drives me nuts and shes got me by the throat.

She's so mean but I kinda love it,

And I just can't let her go.

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la; I just can't let her go.

Breaks a billion hearts,

I know I'm next in line.

But I don't mind.

Yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh.

I want her; everybody wants her.

She knows it, aye, aye, aye.

I want her but I better run away.

The music stops just as Louis finishes his solo and the audience roars with excitement. "That was great, boys! So you say this demo is dedicated to Bella James?" All four of them nod as I smile to myself. Then I realize that Louis just left me. He left me all alone in New York.

"We are catching a flight in Los Angeles! Thank you guys for having us!" Harry shouts into the crowd as they go bazerk. They run off the stage with their peppy spirits and I realize what I have to do. I realize that everything I have surpressed and kept inside of me is somehow slapping me in the face.

I have to go to L.A. right now.

I type in the closest flight to L.A. and it's leaving in an hour. It's the most expensive because it takes just under two days to get there. I rush and grab everything I can think of and shove it in my bag. I speed through the New York traffic in hopes of catching my flight.

I can't believe I am flying halfway across America; to see the boy that I have loved since the beginning.

I thought it was just a fangirl crush.

But it's more than that.

I go through security check and they call for my flight. I sit down on the plane and sit next to a girl who looks like an average girl. She tries to make conversation with me but ultimately fails due to me not listening. "Hi... I'm Eleanor. And you are?" She introduces for about the third time.

"I'm Bella." I smile and she nods. She has an English accent so I know she is not from around here.

"What makes you go to Cali?" She asks.

"I'm seeing one of my friend's. I'm surprising him."

"That's so crazy! I'm seeing my boyfriend and I'm surprising him as well!" I smile and pretend not to care but I can't help wonder where I have seen her before.

"Who's your boyfriend?"

"Louis. Louis Tomlinson."

Louis Tomlinson

I sit up from my seat and stare at the small television that shows where we are and how far away we are from L.A. We have just a few more minutes and we will be back in Los Angeles to do some song recording. I hope Bella was watching our concert this morning because I meant every word I said about the song.

While I was sitting next to a sleeping Liam, I decided to check my phone and Twitter. I had a few unread messages and they were mainly from Eleanor Calder. She's some model that I almost hooked up with. Luckily for me, even as drunk as I was, I realized just how conceited she was and she only liked to talk about her modeling.

I gave her my number and now she only texts me and claims that I am her boyfriend; which is not true. I'm pretty sure she's just a gold-digger, like Liam's ex girlfriend. We land and get our carry-ons and are greeted by a huge amount of fans. Unfortunately for them, in this airport we're not allowed to meet them and take pictures.

I turn my head and everything feels like it happened in a blur. First, I see Bella sitting on a bench just staring at me. Like she was disappointed, or something. Next, I see; Eleanor. She's running up to me and wrapping her legs around my waist, like we're together.

I pry her off and try to reach Bella when she shakes her head and turns to Liam who's gladly comforting her. 

Bella James

I can't believe I had to see Eleanor jump on top of Louis when he knows I have feelings for him. Or at least I thought he did. We've kissed and hugged and hung out but I never knew he had a girlfriend. "I can't believe you're here... We have to tell you something." I look at him uncomfortably but nod.

I follow him to their hotel and everyone except Louis is there. Go figure. 

"So what did you guys want to talk to me about?" I say sitting on the couch.

"We want you to stay and tour with us." Niall smiles.

"I would but I have no business being here. Plus Louis and Eleanor-"

"Louis and Eleanor aren't even a thing."

A/N: HERE'S MY UPDATE I PROMISED :) SORRY IT'S SO SHORT!

OMG I H8 ELEANOR RN

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