It's been over a year now.. Still the flashbacks to that night are so vivid, so serene, so comforting... It feels like yesterday I had the taste of your sweet nectar on my lips, just yesterday you held me like the mother you never knew..Tell me baby did I make you fall for me, is that why you keep returning? Do you miss my honey on your tongue and the way I clenched my walls around you? Tell me have any of the other girls stood in comparison or were they as dull as I envisioned? I await the sweet day your name lights upon my screen once more, even if it is to tell me that you need one last fix, that you've been going through withdrawal and I'm the only thing that can revive you back to the person you once were. I want you. I crave you. I miss the way your lips felt sliding between my teeth, the way your ice cold fingertips lingered on the small of my back, the way you groaned while I had every inch of you in and out of the back of my throat.
I miss you, do you think we could have a little reunion?
Fuck me. Literally, fuck me baby please. You've been gone for so long but, I can tell you how to find your way back home.
A reunion sounds nice but, you do know I've never been a fan of LITTLE.
Oh baby don't you know I'm not the same sweet little girl you met before? I'm all grown up and I'm dying to see if you've picked anything up since our last 'get together'. You've turned me into an animal, I crave the taste of salt on your skin. I'm rampaging for this act of deranged intercourse we keep repeating. Lie to me, tell me this time it's love, tell me you won't go home to that wretched woman you call your one and only, tell me this time you won't have to lie about who you're going to see, tell her baby tell her she is nothing and you only want me.
I'm pitiful, I beg of you to want me like you said you did back then, I want to hear the bullshit you fed me. Entice me.
I'll be over Saturday, one last time.
What is this? One last time? Why does he torture me, he enjoys seeing me suffer. My first love is torment and he will never leave because I refuse to let him. Am I wrong? He is too good to be true but, I will risk it all just to have his skin pressed against mine, his voice begging me not to stop, his tongue working wonders like I am accustomed too. The men I have had will never compare to him, the women he has had will never compare to me, that is why WE will never leave.
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My First Time
Lãng mạnSix months ago, lying on the sheets of your bed in your grandmother's home, I thought I found my forever...... A 16 year old girl falls for a troubled high school boy hard.. so hard she gives him the one thing she cannot take back. Her INNOCENCE.
