Today makes six months. Six months since I last saw you. Six months since I've felt your touch. Six months since I took a bus to your grandmother's house and gave you what I thought you needed to make you want me. It is now 2:30AM and all the details haunt me. But today.. is different. You text me first. A like on a recent picture I posted, and a text to follow.
"I want you right now." It reads.
For the last six months I have been waiting for this day. For you to apologize and announce that you made a huge mistake! That you didnt mean to destroy me! But as I read the letters on my screen twice, then three times, my heart caves in. Skips beats and slows down. I am not as happy as I believed I would be.
What brought on this change of heart? I reply
You devastate me. Your 15 minutes to reply kills my soul. Lets me know you are still the same. That you haven't changed but, is there a chance it could be true? A chance that you might mean it? A chance that I wont get my heart broken a second time? Or is it all to good to be true?
My heart is trying to tell me something, in a language I do not understand. I remember everything you've done to me.
"Its not a sudden change of heart."
YOU ARE READING
My First Time
RomanceSix months ago, lying on the sheets of your bed in your grandmother's home, I thought I found my forever...... A 16 year old girl falls for a troubled high school boy hard.. so hard she gives him the one thing she cannot take back. Her INNOCENCE.
