Zanmau Mystreet: I'll Alway Be The One By Your Side

Chapter 19: Silent Scream

Well sorry for not publishing in a long time! Anyway I lost my creativity, but I guess I had to read something and listen to a song. I read a story of Sugarlump and suddenly had an urge to read again! So, yay!

To make up for not publishing...THIS IS LONG longer than my other chapters... :p
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As I was far away from them, I quickly hit the dirt and turned around as fast as I can. I breathed heavily and stares at the direction where I last saw Zane.

"Zane, your eyes...," I thought as the image of his cold light crystal eyes looked as cold as a killer.

"Do I really know him," I whispered and suddenly someone pokes me from behind.

Quickly I turned around again and slowly looked up. I saw Zane's light blue eyes stare into my amber eyes. His eyes didn't look like a killer anymore, instead they were full of mysteries. He looked like he was worried, sadden, scared, but full of love and care. He looked down at his pale hands. He took in a deep breath and embraced me in his warm loving arms. I felt my face heat up slightly as he embraced me, embraced me showing his love for me. I heard him slightly beginning to cry.

"Aphmau, did he hurt you," he whispered in a tone where he seems to be mad.

"N-no, he didn't hurt me at all. He tried to," I tried to say, but he embraced me more. "Y-your hurting me," I said.

"Thank goodness, your alright," he said.

"Z-zane, your hurting me," I said a bit louder.

Suddenly he quickly let's go of me and puts his hand to his lips. "I- I'm sorry," he said looking slightly away.

"I don't get it at all," I said painfully. He turned his head to look at me, looking slightly confused. "I cried for you ever since you left! You left me, without even saying goodbye to my face! Do you know what I had to go through? I tried to see you again, I came here for you. When I came here and saw you, you didn't remember me! So who am I right now! Do you remember me! What am I to you! You went on and try to hurt them, why?! Just why," I yell at him painfully and grabbed his shirt, bringing him closer to me. His eyes widens as he stared straight into my eyes,"Just what am I to you!"

"Huh, it is beginning to sound like I...liked him," I thought.

"I'm sorry, Aphmau. I didn't want to hurt you, it is best for us to stay apart," he mumbled and looked down.

"Stop it! I can't stand it anymore! How is it best for us when we're separated," I mumbled. "Isn't it best for you? Look at me and say it to my face," I yell. Already I knew everyone was staring at us, but I didn't care. It felt as if my whole body is reacting on its own. I can't control anymore, I guess I can't control myself at all, I just couldn't stand feeling...lonely. Lonely without him, it kills me, HE kills me.

He slowly looks up, but instinctively I pulled him closer and put my hand onto the back of his head. I felt his raven black hair between my fingers. A single tear ran down my face and knew what I was about to do. I pulled his head to me and tiptoed. I kissed him gently on his lips. I didn't regret it, but it just feels like I'm melting. Slowly I pulled away and stare straight at him. A slight hint of blush appeared on his pale face.

"I-I'm sorry..and your with Ivy," I mumbled quickly. Quickly I turned around and kicked the ground as usual to boost myself in a run.

"Aphmau, wait," he yells and tried to grab me, but he was too late. I was already running by then.

As I kept running far away from him, I heard heavy footsteps running behind me. It might be him, but it seemed like two people instead of one. Quickly I turned and ran inside a dark alley, and instantly ran into a dead end. I heard two people laughing behind, and as I was about to turn around, a cold big hand covers my face. I felt the white cloth and instantly knew, I was being kidnapped. I slowly begin to loose conscious.