Loving An Alpha

CHAPTER 16

AT FIRST SCARED THEN FORGOT 

why is it that i feel so weak,why can i hear voices but not see anyone,why do i really want to talk to them and ask them questions but at the same time leave them alone. i wanna yell at them and i want to tear there heads apart.I feel like a bond has been broken but i dont know who with,im confused i feel like i am loved by someone but i dont completly love  them,and then i feel like i love another but they are so distent.

i know for sure that i love someone but they dont love me or there trying not to. I can sense power and that they are trying so hard to pull that power down for someone maybe even the one they actually love.(not me,who could love me).

But i also feel like i love another but not as strong as i love the one with power.i feel like this person loves me in return where as i love them but not to the extenct of the other person.argghhh i think there males and males have issues hence why i never wanted to fall in love but i cant help it.

wait maybe one of the them is my mate but what if its the one i dont love that much?

Im so horrible why cant i die.hang on what happened why cant i open my eyes,i cant move my......

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ARMS 

LEGS 

FINGERS 

HEAD 

BODY 

nothing i cant move anything and whats that noise why is there a beeping sound and it is getting faster whats happening.

I really need help.

why is it beeping so loud.make it stop.

 I scream at the top of my lungs and finnally my voice breaks through and my eyes open.All i can see is a pure whit light, there are people around me and one of them is holding my hand,touching my face and cooing soft gentle words that i can only hear.I feel a  physical draw and and mental draw towards this person and my head is screaming mate.I can see my dad and all of a sudden i feel a new pressence in my mind and i can see a pure white wolf with black markings,(A/N new colour fur, same eyes) she is beautiful and i love her.

"maya?" My mate says.his voice is so sweet and gentle.

"who are you?" I ask in a crakly voice

"im your mate chris.dont you remeber anything"

i thought through my memories.

"i know thats my dad and now i know your my mate.last thing i remember is waking up in the morning knowing that my dad was bringing home my new step -brother is he here i cant remember him but i want to meet him.please"

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so she has lost her memory of  aaron do you think aaron will help her regain it or leave her with no memories of him.

so that's the bonus chapter

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i can only feel pain in my heart and my head,i need to stop thinking so much but it is really hard because i dont understand what is wrong with me.