Loving An Alpha

CHAPTER 18

CONFESSIONS OF HOPE 

aarons pov 

*help me 
*im a horrible person 
*im lost 
*i love her 
*i did the wrong thing 
*i want her back 

they are the thoghts running through my head and they wont stop untill i fix everything and make it right. But will she listen to me and understand that what i did was not me it was another cruel person. I really hope so. 

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maya pov

Bang there she was lying beside me cold as the winter nights,she's dead and I cant believe that she is , what will happen to her mate,will he find happiness and to get off topic what will happen with me and my mate? 

My mate isnt comforting me instead the same man who walked out on me before was. He looked so hurt still and he looked so beautiful my wolf could only fantly say the syllabuls of the words she wants to tell me when i'm with him. 

I'm looking at him dead in the eyes and he is starting into mine i feel like i know him from somewhere but i dont know how or where i know him from. 

"maya"  I was brought out of my thougts by an angels voice so soft. 

"mmm"  was all i replied .

"can i talk to you about something. "  straight away i responded by nodding my head. 

"well my name is aaron and im a verry special person to you but i did so many things wrong because i umm you probley wont believe me but i was bewitched and put into a sleep where someone else controled my mind so the words i said or the actions i showed were not me  i promise.This caused me to loose the one i love and i have been dreading ever since the only thing  is that i dont know if she will ever forgive me and love me again. " My heart broke with the words he was saying, they where so kind, i believed what he said because the moon godess was telling me to. i was obviously the girl who he wasnt sure of and with that thought I couldn't stop myself when i moved forward and placed my lips on his he responded staright away and finally my wolf yelled out the words

'he is your mate.' I smilled into the kiss. 

'but what about chris?'

'maya he will be fine the moon godess has plans for him '

My mate broke away and looked me in the eyes. 

" maya im so sorry please forgive me."

"Aaron i dont remeber what happened but im sure you didnt mean to do it.I understand what happened. I'm glad that you where able to realise now that you where doing the wrong thing. " i smilled and pulled him in for a hug his scent was divine and i really did love him."

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chris pov. 

 I knew that would happen but why did i have hope that he wouldn't tell her. I feel like my brother for some reason i feel like killing people just like my brother toni did but something is holding me back, I can feel a pressence around the hospital but im choosing to ignore it,i'm to upset beause i have basicly just lost my mate .

The pressence is starting to get  stronger and i have no place to go but straight so i just have to not get sucked in by the lovely smell of omg i love that smell it smells of cookies and cream my fav. no chris snap out of it, you hear me. 

'chris' i hear someone yelling in my head

'what'

' so you must be chris i got told to find a chris apparently you can make me happy'

' do you have a mate?'

'not anymore she died today.she is mayas sister.' 

He started to cry and i imediatly  grabed him and hugged him and sparks and electricity was filling my body. This only happens when you met your----- 

"mate" we both yelled out. 

He let go of me and grabbed my hand and pulled me down the hall and outside he pulled me to the woods and took of his cloths then shifted and motioned for me to get on. He picked up his cloths in his moith and ran full speed. I can feel power radiating of his wolf and it made me feel safe. 

We arrived at a verry fancy hotel and i jumped of his back whilst he shifted back and put his cloths on. Again he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the hotel. 

We walked up to the front desk and he tapt the bell multiple times.

"can i help you?" a young women asked. 

"yes, can i please have one of your best rooms please."

"sure,um our best is the pent house room but that only has one bed."

"that is fine, and we only need one bed."

I went to speak but he cut me off by pecking me ever so slightly on the lips. 

"right this way do you have any bags mr...."

"mr skylin, justin skylin. " 

Justin what a sexy name. Justin turns to me and smiles at me.

We walk to the elevator and then we get in and go to the pent house. 

It's beautiful big and expensive.

"I know it is and it will be ours for a week so we can get to know eachother mate'

'justin stop reading my thoughts.' I scrowl at him.

He just laughs and walks to the couch. He motions for me to come to him and i do as he says but as im about to sit on the couch he pulls me on to his lap and hugs the life out of me, we stay there untill we both fall asleep. 
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