Skin to skin;) JB&AG

Part 16:

Ariana's Pov:

Nonna made me appointment for my first ultra sound. I'm so excited and I get to find out how many weeks I am!

"Let's go Ariana!" I heard Justin yell.

"Nonna are you sure you don't want to come?"

"Yes Riri!" My mom use to call me that. I miss her so much.

"Okay! I'm coming."

"Love you Riri!"

"Love you too!"

"Let's go Justin!" He was on his phone but it's because he is looking for a bigger house in LA instead of San Diego. Something about safety from the bad people and this house will be big enough where Nonna doesn't have to see the boys 24/7. We got in the car and made our way to the appointment. Justin got a call right when  we got there so he stayed outside while I went inside. A few minutes later he walked in and the nurse came and got me.

"Who was it?"

"Chaz." He sounded sad and like he was hiding something because his voice cracked and he couldn't look at me when he said it. We got into the room.

"Miss Grande please lay down and relax! This gel will be cold." I do as told and expected for the cold gel.

"Oh that is cold."

"Told ya!" I like this nurse. I was still wondering why Justin was lying to me. But I didn't want to push him and make him mad.

"Okay! So you are 2 weeks pregnant! We don't know what it is yet nor when your due date is but we should know in a month!"

"Okay thank you!" She cleaned me off and told me I could leave. We walked out the doctors office and got in the car. Okay I'm asking.

"Why are you lying to me?"

"I didn't want to worry you before this."

"What is it?" I was scared.

"Your Nonna is dead." I start crying. Dumb hormones.

"What?"

"She killed herself."

"I knew I should of dragged her here."

"Don't say it."

"It's all my fault.. That I don't have a mom because of my stupid ex boyfriend and it's all my fault I don't have a grandfather because I didn't do all that I could have done. Then now I don't have a Nonna because of my stupidness and not dragging her here." I'm sobbing now. It's all my fault. I don't have any family because of me.

"Ariana! Don't say that. It's not your fault." Justin yelled at me.

"Whatever Justin. You know it is."

"Ariana this isn't good for the baby." Oh yeah. I must not cry. I stopped crying. We got back to the house.

"I guess we should start planning the funeral." I walked into my Nonna's house and I saw the pills and the knife. With blood everywhere.

"Omg! Ariana stay outside." Justin yelled at me and ran inside. But i just ran upstairs. They blood trailed up there. It went into her room. I opened the door with Justin on my tail. I saw a rope hanging like people do when the try to hang themselves. No.

"Noooo!" I screamed.

"Ariana! Come on let's get packed!" Justin yelled at me. I run into Justin's arms and hide my face in his chest and cry.

"I told you to stay outside Ariana."

"Please take me away from here. I never want to come back."

"Okay. Let's go get packed." We walked into our room we were staying in and Justin mostly did the packing. I ended falling asleep because of all the crying.

Then I woke up.

"Ariana." I felt someone shaking me. I was confused on where I was.

"Where am I Justin?"

"Right now we are in a hotel in Kansas."

"Oh. Why did you stop driving?"

"Look outside."

"Oh. It's pitch black."

"Yeah and I'm hungry. I was going to wait till you woke up but I couldn't wait no more."

"I'm hungry too! Thanks for waking me up!"

"Your welcome."

"I had the scariest dream ever."

"What was it?"

"My Nonna killed herself."

"Nonna is right there."

"She's sleeping!"

"Yeah she already ate."

"Well let's go get food after I pee."

"Okay." I'm so glad she isn't dead. I couldn't bare without her. With the baby and all.

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Hey guys! I cried when I wrote the first half of this chapter.