korean_kitty's Diary

Kind Of Heartbroken...

05/16/16

Turns out my crush has a girlfriend...

The day started out with me going to band and I wrote him questions on some paper I had.
I normally write him questions if I want to contact him while the morning announcements are going on.

Anyway, I wrote
'Do you have a sister?'
And he told me he had three

I wrote another question
'Was one of them the one on your phone's lock screen?'
He just shook his head.

'Who?' I wrote.
He didn't have to say it twice or any louder than his quiet voice...

"It's my girlfriend"

My face didn't give away anything. I kept my calm and curious composure.

'You're too young to have a girlfriend' and I pouted.
He shrugged and shook his head.

'You're supposed to have a girlfriend in highschool'
He again shook his head.

I can not tell you how shocked I was. My crush that I thought was friendly with me; that I thought liked me, was already dating some other girl.

I guess I shouldn't be so surprised. I mean, he is really nice and a good person.

Maybe he only thought of me as a little sister the same way I thought of him as my older brother at the beginning of the year.

I made everyone in the saxophone section a part of my family.

Ryan, a hot tempered, somewhat short boy with glasses and brown hair that was shaved to only fuzz above his head, is my mother.

Kaleb, a tall, blonde haired weirdo who thinks he's funny, is my father.

Derrick, a tall Asian boy who's kind of chubby, is my cousin.

Andrew, who goes by Andy, is quiet and distances himself from others is my brother who is the same age as me (in the pretend world I made up).

Nico, the boy who beat me when I had a saxophone challenge that I posted about on my page, he's shorter than me and has brown hair, he's actually my younger brother (for pretend).

Gino, you know him, is my slightly older brother, and I'm pretty sure I told each person their role in the saxophone family.

Roberto, he's sort of tall but not really, has brown hair that's cut to make him look like one of The Beatles, and he's my uncle. But he has been recently promoted to grandpa.

My grandma is another Asian boy, his name is AJ, but he's shorter than Derrick. He has glasses and he's the first chair saxophone so that's partially why I chose him as grandma.

Justin, well...he's kind of unpleasant to be around which is why he's my older, d-bag brother in college. He's a lot taller than me and friends with Nico.

And then there's me!
Recap:
I'm the sister of Nico, Gino, Justin, and Andy.

I'm the cousin of Derrick.

I'm the granddaughter of Roberto and AJ.

And I'm the daughter of Ryan and Kaleb, although they sort of hate it when I call them Mom and Dad so I stopped and dropped the whole thing.

Now, I call only AJ and Roberto grandma and grandpa.

My brothers are their own normal names, and Derrick is the only one with a nickname.

I call him Bari, and he's okay with that.

He plays the baritone saxophone so...baritone=Bari.

Well, that's all. If anyone's even reading this you get a look at my life.

I'll move on from Gino, I mean, it isn't as if I knew a lot about him. As I told my friend life_obsessed, if I knew more about him then I would feel worse because this would be love.

He's just a simple crush that is also a saxophonist (which is what I like best in a guy, a person in band, or plays an instrument).

That's all for my diary this day,
korean_kitty

... Oh wait! Tomorrow's my birthday (05/17)!