Love Lost

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Jamal (3 months ago)

"Boy if you don't stop playing!" Kayla smiled slapping my hand away.

"I missed you baby" I whispered into her ear.

I had just gotten back from my "business trip" to Miami and Kayla couldn't come with me. So when you're as faithful as I am the only girl you got when you're away is your hand.

"I missed you more" Kayla said before kissing my lips.

She stood up from the bed but was pulled right back down once I grabbed her hand.

"Where're you going girl?" I asked placing light kisses on her neck.

"Baby I have to get going soon. I gotta meet your mother" Kayla replied while she stroked my cheek.

Damn I loved this women.

"She can wait a lil longer" I smirked laying her down on the bed.

Lifting up her undershirt I started placing kisses on her stomach down to her inner thighs.

"Oooh baby your mo-" Kayla moaned before I cut her off.

"Sshhh, it's ok baby"

Sliding my way into her legs I kissed her soft lips, as I lay on top of her.

"You love me?" I asked gazing into her eyes.

"You know I love you baby" Kayla smiled stroking my cheek.

"You going give me some babies?"

"I'll give you how ever many babies you want zaddy!"

Smiling I kissed her soft lips again "Good, because I want a football team and some cheerleaders baby"

"What?! Oh you're trying to kill me" she laughed shaking her head.

"Never, I couldn't imagine a life without you in it"

"Stoooop, you know I'm a cry baby" she smiled covering her face "I love you"

"I love you more" I smiled before kissing her lips again "What time will you be back?" I asked finally letting her up.

"Whenever your mother gets tired of me" she laughed.

"So late tonight" I said

My mother loved Kayla like she was her own. Everyone in my family loved her. I knew she was the one when I first laid eyes on her.

"I'll try to get away early" She smiled grabbing her purse "See you later baby" she waved before walking out the door.

Damn man what would I do without my baby?

I loved everything about her...flaws and all. I loved how her lip would twitch whenever she would get mad with me.

Or how her facial expressions would tell everything she was thinking.

She is my soulmate, the love of my life, my first love, and will be the mother of my kids. She was everything to me and I'm lucky to call her mine.

And the shit I had to tell her was gonna break her heart. She probably will never speak to me again after I tell her.

Shit I wouldn't speak to me either. I just hate that I have to break the girl that I love heart, for my stupid ass actions.

Picking up my ringing phone I smiled when my baby picture and name came across the screen.

"I miss you already" she said into the phone making me laugh.

"You already know I miss you just as much if not more"

"I honestly don't know what I would do with myself if I ever lost you Jamal. I don't know if life would be worth living"

"Come on now Wifey don't be talking like that. I'm not going anywhere no time soon. You stuck with me for life baby!"

"I know but I just can't help it. Anyway I just wanted to tell you that I miss you, I love you and I'm thinking about you"

I smiled "I miss you more baby. The love I have for you is outrageous, you always stay on my mind. I'm gonna take you on a trip in a few weeks. Anywhere you wanna go, you know nothing is off limits when it comes down to you"

"Let me get off this phone before you make me turn around, come back home and start planning" she laughed "see you later baby"

"See you baby, kiss my momma for me" I said before hanging up the phone.

"I'm sprungggggg" I sung laughing quietly to myself.

I can't wait to marry that girl.