My Muted Love

Suprise

2 months later

Lashan
Well I'm back at school and what do I recieve cruel remarks like "Wow the thing came back" "I thought it died I had the celebration and everything" "Oh look at the freak". I simply ignored them and walked towards my class but I hear talk about me and see Ms.Ellis and Becky talking "So I heard that mute bitch is coming back be a dear and give her hell won't you" said Ms.Ellis "Ha I will give her more than he'll aunty I will crush her so bad that he'll will be a blessing" was Becky's reply "Thats my girl well here's the answer sheet for math just make sure your teacher doesn't see now go torture that little bitch my little B" said Ms.Ellis "Yes mame aunty love you I'm gonna find the little slut I haven't had my torture doll in two months" came Becky's peppy reply. I quickly hightailed it out of there and made my way to art class I have math last but why does Ms.Ellis hate me I have done nothing to her tears slip out of my eyes I quickly wipe them away and close off my emotions. I walk into art and do as the teacher instructed I made a beautiful painting of a water fall flowing into a pond with swans and little ducklings the painting was beautiful and serene but it turned gloomy when I saw I painted a girl in the background with tears and cuts lining her body staring at the beautiful pond. I look at the painting only if that girl could actually enjoy the beauty around her. The bell rings for my second class and I have free period until forth period so I walk to the library. I read and read until the forth period bell rings wow I read so many books my favorite has to be The zombie life(an actual book on wattpad). I make my way towards the classroom only to be stopped by Becky and her clique "Shit" I curse I tried to duck this bitch "Well look it's the worthless bitch freak and dummy I'm gonna enjoy this girls give it to me" says Becky. Chloe the dumb blonde(sorry blondes please don't be offended I know most of you are smart) of the group hand her a dagger. Now my scared ass is sweating bullets this bitch is going to mark me. Becky runs the blade over my skin leaving a line of blood and a trail of pain. I let tears make their way down my cheeks. Why does pain follow me sometimes I want to end it all. "No lashan don't let them get the better of you.You are strong one day you will crack then they will all see." I say to myself. I walk to for period science and smile at my teacher writing sorry I'm late Ms.B I had a little problem I had to take care of. "Its quite alright dear considering you finished all of your work the first year you came here" said Ms.B I nod my head and take my seat in the back. At that very moment I decided I will get away from here because there is nothing holding me back.