My Muted Love

Shock

Lashan
There he was the boy that abandoned me looking me in the eyes smirking. Suddenly food was thrown my way as he whispered to his friends and they yelled food fight but everyone only throwing food my way. I ran out of the school in tears this is just horrible why does everyone hate me suddenly I blackout on my front porch. When I wake up it's 3:08 and I'm still on my porch mom won't be home for another 2 minutes I can use this time to hide all sharp objects once I'm done hiding everything the door is busted open and in walks my mom with a bat. "Oh your early I'm generous so I won't beat you till you black out" said my mom. She then swings the bat and it breaks my ribs she then continues breaking my right arm. "Now go make me dinner you worthless whore" screamed mom. I made my mom dinner and she took it but not before giving me a slap. I don't get food mom says worthless things like me don't deserve food. I silently sing a song to myself my voice is a little scratchy is the first time I heard my voice in 5 years. I laugh silently it hurts but I laugh my voice is back and I'm not sacred to use it anymore.

The next morning we are gonna skip straight to school.
I walk into the school yard straight to class my teacher calls my name on the register "here" I say the teacher and the entire class look at me in shock. A few boys stare in lust as girls glare see this is the problem with my voice it draws unnecessary attention and that is one of the reasons I stopped talking. "So the muted bitch finally speaks" says Becky. I chuckle to myself but it really sounds like a cute melody to people "You know something Becky I let everyone of you abuse me and I said nothing for five years I am strong I don't cut I just simply take it, But let me make this clear no more abuse because I will not take it this time I will defend myself from everyone of you including you mother" I say. My mother stands still at the door you see she found my note I left at home saying she was called to the school. "I just came here to say fuck you all and have a terrible life" I said "You little bitch after all I did for you put a roof over your head clothed you fed you took care of your worthless ass" I laugh full blown belly laugh. "Wow that's a new one let's get this straight you did nothing for me and that roof was meaningless I slept outside most of the time and clothed me oh really these clothes only hide the scars so you don't get in trouble I haven't eaten in 3 years mother I am glad that my body is used to this it doesn't really show and wow you took care of me I was your personal punching bad for 4 years but it ends today I'm done and I am no longer your child" I stated my voice brave and strong. Everyone in the class had tears in their eyes and as I look beyond my class I see that most of the school stood at the door I walked out of the class and walked until I reached the county line good bye Tessy state(made that up). "Well I guess I am free finally free".

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