Girl Meets New Years AU

The Next Day pt.2

   I'm sorry I didn't update, but I couldn't really think of what to write and I've been kinda busy. But I've been having drama of sorts and just wanted something to take my mind off of it.  

The picture is similar to this^^^^

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Maya's pov
          

       After all of that thinking I just let the music and my imagination take me. In the end the drawing was beautiful but it fit my life to much. 

Anybody could look at it and tell I drew it. 

     It was charcoal painting of a girl watching something in the distance. You could see her crying. You can see the tears in her eyes, threatening to fall, and join the others on her face. She was staring at something in the distance, with the skyline of the city on the bottom of the painting. 

And if you looked closer. 

If you looked into her eyes. 

      You can see a couple. Staring at each other lovingly. As if they where mocking her as they stared. As if they knew how this would make her feel, but did it anyway. Because this was love. This is what she always saw people, who where in love do. Maybe because the girl never really saw love in her life. Not with her parents, who aren't even together. Not directed to her, either. She thought she saw it directed to her one night, but he was for someone else... 

 Stop it, I thought. 

They were made for each other. They are Cory and Topanga. And you are Shawn, the best friend. You'll find someone just not him, I thought. 

But you don't want anyone else, a nagging voice in my head said. But before I could have said anything back. 

A voice interrupted.

"I knew, you would be here."

I ignored it.

"You can't hide from your problems you know." 

I acted as if I couldn't hear at all. I didn't want to talk to this person yet.

"I was worried you know"

Head down Maya. Your doing great!!!

"Talk to me"

Don't look up don't look up!!!

"Your going to have to talk to me sooner or later"

Silence Maya silence

"Why did you do it"

Don't tear up. Don't acknowledge the annoying presence. Ignore. Maybe they will leave!!

"I'll stay here till you talk."

"Damit," I muttered, knowing how stubborn this person could be, with their friends. 

Why can't I say no, I thought.