ALWAYS REMEMBER.

Flaw.

I'm so tired, I hate this place.
Holding on to this life I just want to fade away,
I feel the pain, it's all the same,
just take it all away.

I hear the laughter of what used to be,
looking at the photo of our family,
then it all fell apart because of me.
I am a disgrace, I am a flaw,
I should have never been born.
I am a disgrace I am a flaw,
My existence is all just a mistake.

If only I had been like you all.
Maybe then I wouldn't feel so small,
I think I'm being punished by God.
But a father's love was all I wanted.
I am a flaw, I am a huge flaw.

Sometimes I wish to die,
just to better your life,
things would be so much better without me being alive.