on the outside, I seem fine
just like everyone else
smiling
laughing
but when i get home, alone
i fall apart
no one knows what a simple word
a single action
can do
some days, i want to disappear
for no one to notice me
but many more
i wish someone
anyone
would notice
that i'm not really "ok"
that someone would see
what i hide
every single day
i want,
i need,
someone to look me in the eye,
after i say "i'm fine",
and say
"i know you're not"
and hug me tightly.
so tight
that maybe my broken pieces
will fix themselves again
// Another poem by me, kinda 'low key' pissed off at my friends. They meet in the band hall in the morning now, and therefore I can't go in and see them. woo. So, yeah...
"If I tell you I need you, do not take it lightly. I do everything I can to never have to depend on anyone, to never show weakness, and if I say that I need you, it means I am trusting you to catch me when I fall."
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