•songs:truce // twenty one pilots
guns for hands // twenty one pilots
hell above // pierce the veil
a match into water // pierce the veil
never too late // three days grace
drown // bring me the horizon
hold on till may (feat. lindsey stamey) // pierce the veil
disasterology // pierce the veil
listen to the lyrics on these songs...they have meaning to me...•
"Stay alive. It's worth it, I promise." -Tyler Joseph
so, i'm a month clean as of the 22/23rd (i dunno which one is accurate lol) so yeah, that's good.
uh...i have something to tell you guys....i-i wrote suicide notes to my close friends...one of which is on here, the rest is irl.....uh...i'm just gonna post them here maybe...if you guys could comment if I should or not, that'd be great.
also...um...i have a question......is it bad or wierd that i romanticize and dramatize (<i think that's the right word..) self harm and suicide and such...? Like, i keep hoping that my friends will find me in the bathroom or something at my lowest about to take my own life or cut myself or just crying...I just feel like i'm stupid and a slut and an asshole for thinking like that........please comment.....i really need your guys' opinions.....
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Saggistica•and then you realize you've spent hours memorizing every little thing about a boy who will never know your name• This is basically my life journal. I'll talk about my life, mostly about how my days are going, school, and much of my depression and s...