Thank you heart
For telling me
What I already knew.
Oh and thank you brain
For filling me
With these doubts
That you promised
You'd keep away.
Thank you
Thank you all
For making me happy
For making me delighted
And hopeful
And peaceful
And proud
And glad.
Thank you soul
For being lifted
Into the atmosphere
And out of this galaxy.
You know what?
I'm done with pretending
That I'm fine
And okay.
Forget you heart
For giving me
These stupid emotions.
Forget you stupid brain
For drowning me
Until my lungs are full
And I have to scorch myself
With searing heat
To rid myself of these
Memories that are tearing me apart.
Forget you.
Forget you all.
For making me think I was happy
For making me thing I was delighted
To think I was hopeful for the future
To think I was peaceful with myself
To think I was proud of myself
To think I was glad to have found you.
Forget you soul
For throwing yourself so far out
That I had to hook you
And pull you through time and back
To put you back in your place.
Get over yourself, soul
You're not worthy to float like that.
Neither am I.
So tell me now
Over and over again
That I won't regret this
Years from now
Tell me please
That I'll forget about it soon
Because I remember now
And I agree that I will never regret this
But I'll regret letting you control me
Letting you control my decisions
And having no say in my own life
I know I'll regret it
Because I already do.
And I will never thank you for it.
And I will never forget about it.
And I will never
Ever forgive you.
