HeLP mE

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i need someone
just a stranger would be nice
oh please someone just come to me
find me here broken
and for once dont try to fix it
Please just someone who wont care
Someone who doesnt know me
Not one thing
Not my name
Not my eye color
Not me
And definitely not my secrets
Tell me my shoes untied
Tell me you need money
Ask a favor but Stranger Please Talk
I Cant Sit Any Longer
The Pressure In My Blood
    Its Pushing Too Hard

There Is TOO Many
TOO Many
       Jackets
            And Jeans
                And Shirts
                    With SKin And BOne
                         LIVING Underneath
GEt Rid OF Them
THese PEOPLE Are EVERYWHERE
TheY Are EVERYWHERE I LOok
SOMEONE Please HeLP mE
TheyRE IN My HeaD
I Feel THEM CrowdiNg my ChEsT
THEY KNOW TOO MUCH
            THEY Know NOTHING
                           NOTHING Is ENouGH

THEY WhisPEr But Its SCREAMING InTO ME
Im NOt WORtH ThiS
        I Am NoT WORTH ANY OF IT
                   NOT THIS BODY
                         THIS SOUL
                              THIS USELESS MIND
                           ITS NOTHING
                    I am NOTHING
no one can SAVE me
   why would they TRY
      why do they TRY
          why are the BODIES so ClOSE
these breathing BODIES know to RUN
                                             RUN from ME
its what I SCREAM but Im too QUIET
                                             RUN from ME
before you catch this incurable SICKNESS
    it casts you INSIDE OUT
                 and the people know
their SKIN and BONES move but
    only under the clothes that hide them
  there isnt enough hiding MINE
i am too OPEn
                           and they ATTAck
                  their EYES look at me
             with a KNOWLEdge of who i am
          so i go Away
       i try to rid myself of this lying flesh
    but after the fire
          each burn always heals
               and they see all over again


i've changed my mind.
please, send me no one.
leave me to burn.

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