i need someone
just a stranger would be nice
oh please someone just come to me
find me here broken
and for once dont try to fix it
Please just someone who wont care
Someone who doesnt know me
Not one thing
Not my name
Not my eye color
Not me
And definitely not my secrets
Tell me my shoes untied
Tell me you need money
Ask a favor but Stranger Please Talk
I Cant Sit Any Longer
The Pressure In My Blood
Its Pushing Too HardThere Is TOO Many
TOO Many
Jackets
And Jeans
And Shirts
With SKin And BOne
LIVING Underneath
GEt Rid OF Them
THese PEOPLE Are EVERYWHERE
TheY Are EVERYWHERE I LOok
SOMEONE Please HeLP mE
TheyRE IN My HeaD
I Feel THEM CrowdiNg my ChEsT
THEY KNOW TOO MUCH
THEY Know NOTHING
NOTHING Is ENouGHTHEY WhisPEr But Its SCREAMING InTO ME
Im NOt WORtH ThiS
I Am NoT WORTH ANY OF IT
NOT THIS BODY
THIS SOUL
THIS USELESS MIND
ITS NOTHING
I am NOTHING
no one can SAVE me
why would they TRY
why do they TRY
why are the BODIES so ClOSE
these breathing BODIES know to RUN
RUN from ME
its what I SCREAM but Im too QUIET
RUN from ME
before you catch this incurable SICKNESS
it casts you INSIDE OUT
and the people know
their SKIN and BONES move but
only under the clothes that hide them
there isnt enough hiding MINE
i am too OPEn
and they ATTAck
their EYES look at me
with a KNOWLEdge of who i am
so i go Away
i try to rid myself of this lying flesh
but after the fire
each burn always heals
and they see all over againi've changed my mind.
please, send me no one.
leave me to burn.