.:A Baby Girls Heart:. (Grimmjow Love Story)

.:A Baby Girls Heart:. (Grimmjow Love Story) *Chapter Nineteen*

Luppi gave me an offer that may possibly allow me to get over Grimmjow, but I didn’t think that would be possible for me. I did lose my virginity to him, so how could I get over him, no matter how hard I worked for it?

The problem is, he is with that witch of a slut girl. I threw my hands up in the air in frustration. Things may seem like they have simplicity, but life never really had that.

I began to pace the room. I didn’t understand. How could a male use a girl so easily to get something that connects the souls so well, then not even care after it’s finished and go on to the next one?

“He’s so irritating!!” I yelled to myself, throwing myself onto the bed, burying my face into the sheets.

I wanted him so bad but I couldn’t have him. I didn’t now why I wanted him. He was sexy and all, but there was plenty of sexy guys out there. He was strong and cocky, but he had that part of him on occasions that made him so sweet.

I sighed softly. There was no getting through this emotion. Maybe I needed to confront Grimmjow, but I had no idea how to go about that.

A soft knock appeared on my door. It had been 3 days since I last spoke with someone. I sighed softly. I didn’t want to talk. What could I say? There was nothing I was capable of doing other than sulking in my own little world right now.

“What?” I groaned in irritation.

I heard the door creak open. No words were said, but I soon felt someone sitting on the bed next to me.

“You are going through some problems.” Mom says.

“Yeah…” I say.

“Want to talk about it, hun?”

“What’s to say?” I grumble. “I still have the biggest crush on Grimmjow, and he’s with that chick.”

“You know hunny, life isn’t always fair.” Mom said, offering a smile. I couldn’t see it, but I could sense it as she spoke. “You know, Ulquiorra and I had our ups and downs in the relationship, but as long as you stay true to what you believe and do what you can for the one you love, things will always work out in the end. I never though your father would fall for me, but as weeks passed by, feeling came that him and I had never experienced in our entire lives.”