HIDDEN LOVE // 99goonsquad

#3

*wednesday

I woke up but it's feel different I feel so sick today but I keep want to go to school cause today is wednesday. like the day before woke up, get shower, change the clothes so today I got Balenciaga short sleeve asymmetric top, ripped jeans, with black converse. so this morning I'll walking to school even I have a car from my dad. so yeah the truth I stay with my parent, but now my parent working but not here they're now in german next month they will be here with me.

when i walk I got a text from elisa

elisa: hey.. where are you?

(y/n) : on my way

Elisa : faster

(y/n) : okay, okay

elisa : see ya on school

now i feel that my head so hurt but I keep walking and walking after I'm arrive the school i find elisa was talking with kaitlin "hey..." i said "hey... are you okay? you look sick" she ask "no... I'm okay" I lie to her "oh okay" "thank for the book" kaitlin say with weird look "you're welcome" I said confused. so today i have PO first, I went to change room to change my clothes I wear balck nike activewear short with whiteT-shirt, and nike free run shoes.walk to the field mr. jayy told me and the other to running around this field 5 time I'm not shock, he always like that.

I start running, after running I felt my head is so hurt so I say to mr. Jayy I can't do this anymore cause my head is so hurt he said "okay you can go inside now". I walk inside and change my clothes. after this I have math class again, so after i change my clothes I pick my math book on my locker and go the the class. Mrs. triss came and say that she will give our value. mrs. tris call me and told me I have the best value in this class, so okay I don't pay attention to her so i just walk to her and back with paper in my hand I got 10 but I don't care it, so yeah.

*lunch time

"hey..." someone hitting my shoulder I turn around and see elisa standing there "hey..." I put a muffin in my mouth "c'mon we need to go know!" she pulling my hand "okay, okay wait.." i cleaning my shirt and take my bag and go with her. I'm so happy that i will see Julian. when we walk there's a crowd I start confused, then someone give elisa a flower, then the other and other and finally that I realize Julian wouldn't ask me but ELISA. my heart just broke like a ball hitting a glass, then i see Julian come out from a big paper, he rip the paper and he bring some carton and it's write "WILL YOU GO TO PROM WITH ME??" my tears start flow on my face, I wiping the tears and I walk to elisa and say "congrats el.. but I have to go now, I'm sorry" I lie with fake smile "oh.. okay " she said.

I walk, walk, and start running I don't know where I go I just keep running till i find a lake like in the middle of the forest, then I see a big tree I sat under the tree and start crying, I cry harder

I though he will ask me to go on prom with him but it's wrong it's just my imagination. but what does it mean, he protects me, close to me, and want to be friends with me for 11 years ?, I cry more harder and screaming. after like 30 min I cry. storm come out from sky, I standing for a sec and back home, on my way to home it started rain, but I keep walking even the rain it's more harder.

when i got home, I walk up stairs and change my clothes. phone ringing, I look at my phone and see that I got a text,from elisa,

Elisa : hey (y/n), are you okay?
(y/n) : I'm okay
Elisa : really?
(y/n) : yes I'm
Elisa : oh okay, bye good night
(y/n) : GN bye
I don't know whI just little bit mad to her but she is my bestfriend how can I be mad to her but elisa and julian just make my heart broke really really broke. The only what I wanna do now is crying but I'm so tired and I feel so cold because of rain, and feel sick. But I,will chooce to,sleep cause U beed rest.

:)