Shawn Mendes Imagines

•I was naive... pt.2•

*2 years later*

Shawn's POV:

I saw her, her beautiful face, her cute smile, and her lips I wonder how it feels like again to kiss her.

Her friend whispered something to her, then she looked at me her smile got replaced by a frown, she said something to her friends they hugged eachother then she got up walking out the door of the café waving at them, she ignored me.

I got up and followed her.

"Y/n, wait!" I yelled, she looked at me then stopped "What do you want Shawn?" She asked her hands crossed over her chest "I love you." I truthfully said biting my lip, she looked at in disbelief smiling a little then laughing.

"Y-you love me!" She yelled at my face "Because of you Shawn I-I was s-scared of loving any boy again, I was scared of being r-rejected, scared to be played I told you that I loved you 24 months ago Shawn and what did you say huh?" She said with a raised eyebrow and tears in her eyes, I went silent.

"'I don't Y/n I was just trying to test you.' I still remember it and I still remember your reply when I asked you why you kissed me you said that I was naive to think that anyone would actually fall inlove with me and that I was pathetic." She said raising her voice whispering the last part.

"I didn't mean it Y/n, I was wrong now I love you." I said to her "You think that's good thing to say?" She asked and I nodded "Well it's not, because of you Shawn my life went wrong I missed you so bad, you were my first love, I-I just wanted you in my life, I didn't do anything for weeks, I tried to kill myself hoping that it will be better for me, I wanted you to be mine so bad Shawn that I would take a bullet for you, I would do anything for you and thinking back at those things I realised that you were right, I was incredibly naive, I regret loving you Shawn, I hate it." "C'mon Y/n just please give me a chance I would give you anything you want an-" "Stop."

I just looked at her astonished and sad.

"I lost it." She said wiping tears in her eyes "Y/n if you would just give me a chance I will do anyt-" I said but she cut me off putting her hand infront of her face motioning for me to stop  "I don't wanna hear it Shawn, you're so naive to think that I would fall for you again, goodbye." She said walking away.

I lost her.

She was the one.

But I lost her.

And I was

I was naive.....
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I JUST FINISHED HEARING ACT LIKE YOU LOVE ME AND NOW ITS RUNNING LOW AND THE FEELS JUST ASDFGHJKL!!!!

I suck at writing deep imagines....

I want this into a book so opinions babes?

Anusways
(Sorry 😂😂)

I hope you're good sweetness❤️❤️❤️

Adiosssssas