Loving Mr.Blue Eyes (EDITING MODE)

CHAPTER 43-' PARIS LIFE'

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wow,  my life is good right now.  I am packing to go to France. My dreams is so coming true. I got an intership in Paris. And it's a paying inter too. That why i'm packing for. It might be a little far. But it will look great on my record. Also result day is a month away. My mom will be collecting it for me, until i could come back over. But things will work out right now, all now my mind is i'm so blessed and once again i make my parents proud,and once they proud of me i'm atomatically become happy and pround of myself. 

Austin on the other hand will be coming along with me. He said that he trust me, just he don't trust other people plus it will come like a vacation. I tied to  tell him i will love to go by myself, but come on i'll be lying, nothing will be better going to paris with you future husband. 

I told mum bout the engagement, and she thoight that it was a bit to early. She said that we are running down life.  I toataly disagree.  Austin and i feel the same way for oine another. And we have decided that we will spend the rest of our life together. And that was exactly what we were doing. Beside i have decide that we will get marreied after i finish uni and dorcorate school. He have arggee to my decesion too. 

My life was now being to rebuild. After i have lost Elizabeth i was afraid to be pregant again. I was too afraid to lost another child, to feel the pain, to hate myself. So the best way was not to get pregnant, until im stronger, and the way i'm feeling it look like it not anytime soon, so that's will always be far in my mind. For all the people who go through full pregnancy, im truly happy for you. Truly happy cause that pain wasn't easy AT ALL! I will tell you that any way. i'm a bit stronger now. Don't get me wrong that pain is everlasting pain,.but i learn how to move on. 

Anyways i am so excited  right now. Drake does laugh at Austin. He said that i got Austin whipped. Austin on the other hand does denied it but between me and you, i think Drake it so right. Austin  does act all nice and friendly like. The reason why i says it like that because, i does see how he does act with  the pack and peole. But me, he act all soft and sweet and funny  and whipped. According to Drake. Drake and i does also spen a lost of time together, he does still called me beautiful, but not in a flirtly way in a honest rersopected way. And i like it this way more better.  Anywho, Drake asked me some tip of how to get G, and i told him, tip 1, stop flirting with every girl, tip 2, tell G your true feelings and make promises to her and tip 3, Do all this if she and her 'boyfriend' don't work out. He thanks me and went all jelly and curious of who her bf is.  Me being a great freind didn't spilled a word. 

Anyways as i was about to go down stairs to wait on my future hubby, he texted me. 

"Hey the love of my life, im on my way."

i smiled and texted back right away

"The one and only love of my life, i want approx, cause im so darn excited." 

Right away i got a text from Austin.

"Yes my future wife, give me approx 15 mins."

" So long, im so excited to go to the airport also to see my future  hubby face."

"well i'll try to reach 10 instead, but rememeber, it's my life on the road."

"True boo, true, well be safe, please, cause now you got me all worried, be safe.,"

"I' promise i will. xoxo"

"Ok then, text me back when you reack ok, and love you so very much boo."

"You bet i will and love you more. see yah."

"Yeah laters baby."

"xoxo!"