Loving Mr.Blue Eyes (EDITING MODE)

CHAPTER 36- 'SHIT!'

**UNEDITED**

ALICE P.O.V.

Okay, so a lot have happened since Christmas, (which was yesterday) So my mum and dad meet Austin's mom.  Well lets say it went better than i have though. So they  jotted down a new rule, which  is, i will be able to go over by Austin, the twist is only when we are supervise by Austin's mom Claudia.  But i don't care, im crazy in love with Austin, so that was more than ok with me.

So,mum is taking me to the doctor, for a check up. But  im willing to go, after i take a pregnancy test myself. I was so nervous,but there was no point persuading my mom to don't carry me to the doctor, so the only thing i could do for my self is make sure that pregnancy was not one of the option. 

so i have decided to take the pregnancy now. First i make sure to locked my bedroom door.   I went in my drawer, and take out the small black plastic which have the pregnancy test in it,

i went into the bathroom and locked that door too, safer the better. I closed my eyes and breathe out in hope. I then opened the box, and take out the stick. 

I then stand over the toilet 🚽 bowl and peed on the stick.  It take a min, and there when I got a mini heart attack.  You guessed it,  it positive. Two blue stripe.

SHIT!  Was all I could have said atm. But how?  I never had sex, especially after my mum warned me.  Now how am I going to tell her that all the symptoms that I was having was all because I am pregnant..

She is going to freak,  but the worst part is that she is not going to believe me.  What am I going to do now?

Should I call Austin?  Or should I keep my mouth shut?  Either way, mum is still going to know,  cause I'm going to the doctor.  SHIT!  Shit!  Shitty shit shit!

I'm so toast.  "Knock-knock " I jumped to the sound of  my knocking bedroom's door.  I shove the test in the draw in my bathroom.  And went and unlocked my bedroom door to see who it was.

"Oh, Honey are OK? you looking a bit pale. "  "oh,  yh, I'm  just a bit nervous. "  "Oh Honey,  don't worry,  I'm sure u okay,  I just want to make sure,  baby. "  Just like that I break down in tears. 

I  stared to cry.  "mom, I love, and I know u love me, but not for long, but I will always love you,  and u going to hate me, you are going to give me up for adoption. "  I continued to sobbed and whined. 

"What? What are u taking bout baby? "  Mum said,  but I was so ashamed so I keep my head down ward,  whole time.  "Honey what are u talking bout? "

"Don't worry,  you will know very soon. "  I sobbed still keeping my head faced down wards. 

"Honey, listen, if u not ready to tell me,  that's fine, but stop sobbed nonsense. I will ALWAYS  love you,  no matter what and I will NEVER put u up for adoption,  you are my one and only baby,  and I will always love and cherish you, no matter what happen! "

"Oh, mummy, I love you too, so very much,  but we will see if you feel the same towards me very soon. "   "Alice baby  go , go take a shower, wash all of those feeling away too." "Mhm." I said before going back into my bathroom.

I put on the shower and started to cry. I pour all of my emotion out into the shower. I was so scared of my parents reaction. I will become a hobo now.  Worst thoughts stared to run through my mind and i stared to cry even more, when it hit me... What if ....What if Austin leaved me, i will be a hobo with a new born...I cried even more, if that was even  possible.