Some have asked why i haven't been on in awhile..truth is none of us have. All of us are going through something very hard right now.
Please just hear me out..
Recently i had been feeling bad..in bad as in i wasn't getting up in the morning, i skip my ssg which is suicide support group..i had a high fever of 100.9 and it lasted for two weeks. I went to the doctor and he found a brain tumor taking up a big chunk of my brain..he told me that he has seen stuff like this before but not this bad. My tumor has effected my brain in many ways..that's why that's get bipolar, depression, that's why I've lashed out on a couple of you..he said if this tumor gets bigger it will be harder to get rid of and it will basically turn me into a vegetable.
I had brain surgery thank god i'm still alive..but sadly there's a chance of it coming back in a month or two..or even in a year.
I just needed to tell you all that. And i'm very sorry for those i got angry at and those i lashed out on..i love you guys and didn't mean to..and Jacob says he is very very sorry to..i hope you understand.
