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I'm addicted to pills, smoking, cutting, rubber bands

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I'm addicted to pills, smoking, cutting, rubber bands..and beer.
That's me. If you don't like any of  that there's the door, you can leave. I don't need people in my life anyways. All people do is bring me pain. So basically you people are killing me cause I do all that just to take the pain away...

Wrote a note before I tried to kill my self..Jacob found me. He saved me tho I didn't wanna be saved. I was crying two minutes before he came in. He said to me "tho you didn't wanna be saved, you are going to thank me later" which may or may not be true. But right now..I'm not thanking him for saving me. Cause all my life is now is shit.

I did send this picture to Madison Beer

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I did send this picture to Madison Beer. But if you didn't know I tried hanging myself and I'm in the hospital now..for awhile. They say they need to keep an eye on me since this...may or may not be my first suicide attempt. They want to lock me up but since I'm old enough I get to decided to stay home or get locked up.

When I do go home, I will be moved into a new place cause I was in the middle of moving. But they are sending a nurse home with me for 3 days then they are debating whether or not to send an aid in to keep an eye on me. They take suicide seriously.

I'm just not feeling myself since I've been taking liquid meds. They decided to take my pills away after another attempt..Harry knows about it..he almost witnessed it. OfficialHarryStyles-

I wanna say sorry PrivBeauBrooks for all those harsh words I said..you may say it's fine or it doesn't matter but to me it does..

Anyways..I'm not telling you why I tried. But I just wanted to let you know whats been going on.

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