Mind Of Mine Imagines

fOol fOr YoU

Zayn's POV

"I can't believe you'd even think of me that way, y/n!" I can't help but scream, has it seriously come down to this?

"Zayn, I saw you! You didn't even try to take that- ugh," she storms off into our bedroom.

I know what she saw wasn't the best but it definitely didn't happen that way.

A group of girls pushed another onto me and she started dancing on me.
I'll be honest, I liked it so I didn't move for ten seconds but right when. I was about to throw her off me, she saw.

"You don't even know what happened, you can't be so closed minded."

"Closed minded," she scoffs and starts pacing down the stairs.
"I've let too much go for you to call me closed minded. I've forgotten about everything you've ever done to me and here I am, causing my own heartbreak."

"It doesn't have to be heartbreak. Just take two minutes out of your day to hear me out, I know it's not the first time I say it but I dont want a misunderstanding causing us to drift apart."

"Neither did I, Zayn but you took it there." She picks up her purse and keys before leaving me alone to wallow in my sorrow.

I love her so much, so much and she doesn't know it. I'd do anything for her, anything but she doesn't see it.

I run after her car that is now at the stop sign at the end of the street but I sprint through the now heavy rain.

I can't let her go that easy.
I caused all of this. All of it.

"Y/n!" I yell at the top of my lungs, but she can't hear me.

My thoughts crowd my brain to the point where it feels like the world turned upside down.

And it did, since the day I met her, my world flipped and I loved it.

I've forgotten what it feels like to have your life back to what others call normal.

With y/n, everyday was an adventure, something new happened everyday and seeing her smile daily made my hands shake and my knees wobble.

She doesn't know what she does to me. And now, I've let her go.

The greatest thing that's ever happened to me slipped through my fingers, just like that.

She didn't even think twice about it.

I try calling her cell but she won't pick up.

I run through the rain in hope of finding her car but the sight doesn't come.

I can't believe I let her go, something I promised I wouldn't do.

But I did, someone else will make her happy now. Someone else will kiss her and say goodnight, I'll be here.

I'll be here, revisiting our pictures, I'll never tear them. I'll be here, remembering the way her legs wrapped around me when we slept.

How her smile could light up a stormy day.
And she'll be somewhere else without me, having someone else to hold.

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Sad, i know, sorry!
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